as we trudge along through the mud and we tried to call it home but we weren't alright, not at all not for one for one for one second
never have been one to write it down now I think I can I know I'm stronger now who's looking south not me I'm not looking back i'm done denying the truth to anyone cause I'm alive
as we trudge along through the mud and we tried to call it home but we weren't alright, not at all not for one for one for one second
you showed me how you seemed to find a hole but I just laughed and smiled begged and rolled my eyes even cried and denied the truth to you just like the truth to me mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
white it out like glittering wax butterflies
never have been one to write it down now I think I can I know I'm stronger now who's looking south not me I'm not looking back i'm done denying the truth to anyone cause I'm alive
Is it worth it can you even hear me Standing with your spotlight on me Not enough to feed the hungry I'm tired and I felt it for a while now In this sea of lonely The taste of ink is getting old It's four o' clock in the fucking morning Each day gets more and more like the last day Still I can see it coming While I'm standing in the river drowning This could be my chance to break out This could be my chance to say goodbye At last it's finally over Couldn't take this town much longer Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be Now I'm ready to be free So here I am it's in my hands And I'll savor every moment of this So here I am alive at last And I'll savor every moment of this And won't you think I'm pretty When I'm standing top the bright lit city And I'll take your hand and pick you up And keep you there to so you can see As long as you're alive and care I promise I will take you there And we'll drink and dance the night away drink and dance the night away now So here I am it's in my hands And I'll savor every moment of this So here I am alive at last And I'll savor every moment of this savor every moment of this
As long as you're alive Here I am I promise I will take you there as long as you're alive Here i am I promise I will take you there And won't you think I'm pretty When I'm standing top the bright lit city And I'll take your hand and pick you up And keep you there to so you can see As long as you're alive and care I promise I will take you there As long as you're alive and care I promise I will take you there So here I am it's in my hands And I'll savor every moment of this So here I am alive at last And I'll savor every moment of this savor every moment of this savor every moment of this
from the way that you acted to the way that i felt it it wasnt worth my time and now its sad cause all my missed wasnt that good to begin with and now i've started you begging saying things that you dont mean it isnt worth my time a lines a dime a million times and i'm about to see all of them Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you call my name when i wake up to see things go your way i'm coughing up my time each drag's a drop of blood a grain a minute of my life it's all i've got just to stay down why the fuck am i still down i'm hoarding all that's mine each time i let just one slip by i'm wasting what is mine Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you
my time my time my time i'm about to see a million things i thought i'd never see before and i i'm about to do all the things i've dreamed of and i dont even miss you at all i'm about to see a million things i thought i'd never see before and i i'm about to do all the things i've dreamed of and i dont even miss you at all Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you you're taking up my time Goodbye to you Goodbye to you
the cup is not half empty as pescimists say as far as he's sees nothings left in the cup a whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
a singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere he gave heed to nothing, and all that he was.... is just a tragedy
so he voyages in circles succeeds getting nowhere and submits to the substance that first got him there
than in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one is there a point to this madness and all that he was.... is just a tragedy
he feels alone his heart in his hand he's alone he feels alone I feel....
then on that last day he breaks and he stood tall and he yelled... and he takes his life
You almost always pick the best time to drop the worst lines You almost made me cry again this time Another false alarm red flashing lights Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die I think I made it a game to play your game and let myself cry Buried myself alive on the inside So I could shut you out and let you go away for a long time I guess it's okay I puke the day away I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way And if you want me back You're gonna have to ask I think the chain broke away And I felt it the day that I had my own time I took advantage of myself and felt fine But it was worth the night I caught an early flight and I made it home I guess it's okay I puke the day away I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way And if you want me back You're gonna have to ask nicer than that nicer than that
With my foot on your neck I finally have you Right where I want you Right where I want you Right where I want you Right where I want you
I guess it's okay I puke the day away I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way And if you want me back You're gonna have to ask nicer than that nicer than that And if you want me back You're gonna have to ask nicer than that Nicer Nicer
And it's all in how you mix the two And it starts just where the light exists It's a feeling that you cannot miss And it burns a hole Through everyone that feels it Well you're never gonna find it If you're looking for it Won't come your way Well you'll never find it If you're looking for it Should've done something but I've dine it enough By the way your hands were shaking Rather waste some time with you And you never would have though in the end How amazing it feels just to live again It's feeling that you cannot miss It burns a hole through everyone that feels it Well you're never gonna find it If you're looking for it Won't come your way Well you'll never find it If you're looking for it Should've said something but I've said it enough By the way your hands were shaking Rather waste some time with you Should've said something but I've said it enough By the way my words were faded Rather waste some time with you
Should've done something but I've dine it enough By the way your hands were shaking Rather waste some time with you Should've said something but I've said it enough By the way my words were faded Rather waste some time with you Should've done something but I've dine it enough By the way your hands were shaking Rather waste some time with you waste some time with you waste some time with you waste some time with you waste some time with you waste some time with you waste some time with you waste some time with you Should've done something but I've dine it enough By the way your hands were shaking Rather waste some time with you
You took it back How could you go and do something like that My fingernail phase Worst has got the best of you I ask you and I know I need to change You took it back You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back I'm pulling my hair I let you just a million times I love you even though it isn't fair Run we go around again in circles Play this game over again Run we go around again in circles
You took it back You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back I'm pulling my hair I let you just a million times I love you even though it isn't fair Run we go around again in circles Play this game over again Run we go around again in circles
Run we go around again in circles Play this game over again Run we go around again in circles circles Run we go around again in circles Play this game over again Run we go around again in circles circles
look in my eyes I'm jaded now whatever that means by sharing these things I rip my heart out it's worth my time whatever that means... hard to see up my neck feels stiff until I wake up the orange i choked and back to my neck it's worth my time whatever that means....so
share with me cause i need it right now let me see your insides or write me off cause I'd rather stop now if you won't open up
give it to me give me all... whatever you want it's never been me to want this much from you I can see it tears me up
See all those people on the ground Wasting time I try to hold it all inside But just for tonight The top of the world Sitting here wishing The things I've become That something is missing Maybe I... But what do I know And now it seems that I have found Nothing at all I want to hear your voice out loud Slow it down, slow it down Without it all I'm choking on nothing It's clear in my head And I'm screaming for something Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all On my own [x6] Without it all I'm choking on nothing It's clear in my head And I'm screaming for something Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all On my own [x4]
being faced with what I'm faced with I feel like i can't rock like a rock hit my heart started to chain the day and exploded into pieces marry me stay the same lie to me and try to say you never will marry me stay the same lie to me and try to say you never I've got a feeling in my gut now fills me with so much hope said fuck it I'm fine dine and dashed the pianist peddled into morning
marry me stay the same lie to me and try to say you never will marry me stay the same lie to me and try to say you never
you surprise me, i'm looking out, looking out surprise me you jump back up onto your feet somehow you surprise me, i'm looking out, looking out surprise me you jump back up onto your
things appear... gone. things appear... gone.
where'd you go? seems like your better half said it all you're wonderful seems like your better half said it all
you surprise me, i'm looking out, looking out surprise me you jump back up onto your feet somehow you surprise me, i'm looking out, looking out surprise me you jump back up onto your..
things appear... gone. things appear... gone.
where'd you go? seems like your better half said it all you're wonderful seems like your better half said it all
wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, wonderful.
you jump back up, motivation, motivation. (-whispered)
things appear... gone. things appear... gone. things appear...gone.
where'd you go? seems like your better half said it all you're wonderful seems like your better half said it all where'd you go? seems like your better half said it all you're wonderful seems like your better half said it...