Already dead So kill my head There's a sun in his eyes It won't go away I'm already dead Why is it I can't kill my....
He would never sleep Said I didn't mind it at all Made me feel quite cheap Looking back on it all Then there was this kiss He said thet he couldn't resist And was I aware of what I missed?
That night I slept on his couch With my back turned to the wall Nothing assumed but you know? You know..... In the morning we said nothing at all All I could think of what this He said that he couldn't resist And was I aware of what I missed?
And then he's gone Never put up a fight You think you know someone, right? Maybe you never did, and how that scares you I'll shut my mouth for you Just like your friend would do
And this pet grief It's just too bad I've never seen you this sad And if you need someone who doesn't talk back I'll shut my mouth for you Anything you want me to
What can I say? What can I do? Don't mean to analyze you It is a double bind I can't win this one I'll shut my mouth for you Anything you want me to
I'm proud of both my hands I just won't get loud about it I'm proud of both my hands I just won't get loud about it Don't want to shout about it Can't brag about it, no I'm proud of both my hands I just won't get loud about it I don't consider this a chance Or a window Still proud of it I couldn't live without it No doubt about it, no
Can't get into the swing Of things Entanglements Embarrassments It always ends like this
I sometimes got so tired of our game I wanted you to feel the same And did I say I liked you on the plane? I wanted you you to feel the same
I wanted you you to feel the same
It breaks my heart to say that when I was in pain I wanted you to feel the same But nothing gets you really It's a shame I can't believe you didn't feel a thing
Betrayal is always sad Needless to say what you could have had Of course you have it still But based on a lie that you always will Repeat till it clings true I've been lied to by the likes of you From that point of view I get the privilege to enlighten you
On what I'm doing to help her She needs some shelter And if you've felt her loyalty what can you do?
Will you keep this up, As long as you can if I don't make it stop? I don't have a clue Of what you are about to do Would you fool me too? I've been lied to by the likes of you From that point of view I get the privilege to enlighten you
On what I'm doing to help her She needs some shelter And if you've felt her loyalty what can you do?
I'm trying to help her She needs some shelter And if you've felt her loyalty what can you do?
I'm losing I'll lose my mind You don't know how you want it I'm losing I'll lose my mind You don't know how you want it I don't know how you want it Why won't you talk about it?
1995 is missing buses It's walking 15 miles to see your love It's knowing you're alive through all the fuzz It's never coming down from going up
1995 is cutting classes It's sitting over coffees talking indie treats It's the mere sensation of being the first one that you see When morning opens up the skies You see me when daylight opens up your eyes
And though I'm happier now I always long somehow Back to 1995
All my friends have different plans to make their lives worth while Some for the better Some for worse Some have gone to different cities searching every mile For missing pieces that will make a whole
1995 seems like a long way to go If you ever were to find your way back home But the only thing I really miss is being the first one that you see When morning opens up the skies You see me when daylight opens up your eyes