I put a wager on uncertainty It's funny when you wager how you feel I hit the breaking point Then broke on through I'm never certain when it comes to you
Once things look up I come falling down Too deep to take a step And look around Once things look up I come falling down
I bottle up the pieces (and repair) But every time we break I'm building still Stand back and marvel at what we have made It's hard to notice when you run away
Once things look up I come falling down Too deep to take a step I'm buried now Once things look up I come falling down
Wouldn't it be nice If we could both feel right So we could go to bed each day Without a single fight And we would be alright And you could say goodnight Instead of just Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Ah...
Once you look up Sun will hide your frowns Too light to see the dark So hidden now
Once things look up I come falling down I try and nothing's there Behind the clouds Ah..
Walking from the past But I don't think I've said my goodbyes Sometimes I just find That they keep sneaking up from behind Closing up the wounds I suppose it's supposed to take some more time Then what do I find That we've closed every door in our lives
And I know you're the only one for me But standing in my sleep
Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean
Something haunts my dreams Don't know what it means
Itching at the scabs Only makes my troubles run high Cuz scratching at my sheets Makes my bark much worse than my bite Itching for a fight As your nails are running over my spine Cuz the doors are open And they keep swirling back to my mind
But I know you're the only one for me But standing in my sleep
Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean
Something haunts my dreams Don't know what it means
Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean
My screws are loose My noose is tight I'm lost I'm back and forth I'm in between My screws are loose My noose is tight I'm lost I'm back and forth I'm in between
Wish you knew i'm not the one for you You're not the one for me and i can't stand it After all i put you through You're still just stuck like glue Why don't you run from me, cause i can't leave you
Before i break your heart, Release me
Oh, mind is such a sorry state I gave my heart away When i could love with grit and guts and wreckless unrestraint Those were the days
I wish you knew i'm not the one for you You're not the one i need and i can't stand it After all i put you through, you're still just stuck like glue Why don't you run from me, cause i can't leave you
Before i break your heart, Release me
Oh, you're a boy that i could love And all i do is run And still i keep you hoping someday soon our day will come And it never does
I wish you knew i'm not the one for you I'm just a sad excuse for what you long for And after all i do, i'm still just stuck like glue Why don't you run from me, cause i can't leave you
Before i break your heart, Release me
Nothing ever changes People never change So passion turns to sheer compulsion And love it turns to hate
I wish you knew i'm not the one for you You're not the one for me And i can't stand you After all you put me through, i'm still just stuck like glue Why don't you run from me, cause i can't leave you
Before i break your heart Before it breaks my heart Before you break my heart Release me Release me Release me Release me
Waiting alone in the darkness Racing for something Hoping it stays Watching the waves Watch as they break Leaving you nothing Waiting to wake
Lost in disarray Wakes that never fade And you walking on by You can't deny You're making no change Oh, you walking on by I couldn't speak Cuz neither am I
Waiting alone in the darkness Racing for someone Hoping they stay Watching the days Watch as they fade Leaving you nothing Waiting to wake
Lost in disarray Waves that never break And you walking on by You can't deny You're making no change Oh, you walking on by I couldn't speak Cuz neither am I
Break me or something Cuz I'm fading away Am I waiting for nothing? Am I dead or awake Cuz I won't wait But I won't break Cuz...
Waiting alone in the darkness Smiling and falling Too frightened to say We can't live this way We can't still obey When all's come to nothing Who can still wait?
Lost in endless days Waves that never break And you walking on by You can't deny You're making no change Oh, you walking on by I couldn't speak Cuz neither am I
I'm waiting Wind has blown away my breath I'm gone, I'm gone I'm staying Though you're acting like I've left I'm gone, I'm gone
In the crowd I'm drowning No one's around me, eh In your arms my whole world Is falling away
My armor Left in bottles on the floor Can't hide anymore My shadow Some are darker than before Can't see anymore
In the crowd I'm drowning No one surrounds me, eh Seeing blind My whole world Is falling away, hey
And I'm sorry that I've stopped your ways But you can have me when you're on your way in And I'm sorry that you feel this way Sorry that you stopped to say You couldn't stop to stay You couldn't stop to stay You couldn't stop to stay
I'm waiting Fear is pulsing in my breath I'm gone, I'm gone
In the crowd I'm drowning No one's around me, eh And it's lost, surrounding I'm falling away, hey
And I'm sorry that I've stopped your ways But you can have me when you're on your way in And I'm sorry that you feel this way Sorry that you stopped to say You couldn't stop to stay Oh, stop to stay You couldn't stop to stay
You couldn't stop, no no You couldn't stop, no no You couldn't stop
And I'm sorry that I've stopped your ways But you can have me when you're on your way in And I'm sorry that you feel this way Sorry that you stopped to say You couldn't stop to stay You couldn't stop to stay You couldn't stop to stay
Look Look at them go Thinking they know Are they sure? Cruel Cruel are their ways Numbered their days You can't repay Watch Watch as they run The race has been won They're dying to play You Watching their crying Checking their time As slowly they die
You feed me a line We'll travel to the sky But you leave me behind I could never run away No, I could never run away This time
Watch As gypsy girls play Pirates boys stay You turn to hate Sneak To backward hotels Making their hell Before it's too late Catch The worker bees go Sinking so low Each one alone Watch As their worlds collide And you're stuck inside Keep them alive
You feed me a line We'll travel to the sky But you leave me behind I could never run away No, I could never run away This time...
Now I know What haven't I been told World is crying so loud Stuck and sick And my wings been clipped Lift me up Off the ground Hear... Hear me now