These days are closing in The end has become apparent We're only here for so long Will anyone remember my name When time has washed away the dust of our ashes? When my head rests in a velvet lined casket? What's out there? What is my eternal fate? It only just recently hit me That this life is just a state Mortality fading, like the innocence of line I'm scared to death of what's to become
Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame Will you remember? Will your heart sing with pain? Who calls out my name? Who can tell me what happens When my eyes close for the last time? Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness What of my soul, what of my soul?
All those things you couldn't say You should've said All those I-love-you's lost Weighed more like lead on your chest
What if I could take back all those misspent days? Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away
Verse: A rush of blood, to my head Leaves me winded and wanting To feel the weakness, in my body Beaten and crushed like my soul
I walked the streets flirting death But it never kissed back I'm so lucky so cursed so fucked up But that's the way that it goes It's in the ebb and the flow I wish that I could give you my time
GIVE YOU MY TIME!
Chorus: Seems like doomsday has come early this year The last angel has gone (angel has gone) I can't remember the last time I cried The last angel has gone home (angel has gone)
Verse: The memories stacking up And they pull at my guts What do I have to do to end it? The better days hacked away Leaving the only pain This regret is never ending
But in the blink of an eye This life passes you by I wish that I could give you my time
GIVE YOU MY TIME!
Chorus: Seems like doomsday has come early this year The last angel has gone (angel has gone) I can't remember the last time I cried (last time I cried) The last angel has gone home (angel has gone)
I can't remember, I can't remember, I can't remember the last time I cried
Chorus: Seems like doomsday has come early this year The last angel has gone (angel has gone) I can't remember the last time I cried (last time I cried) The last angel has gone home (ANGEL HAS GONE) The last angel has gone
so unaffectionate, so insecure You claim to know a thing or two about heartache And what it's like to have your insides torn out And I believe you I see it every time your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darkness Dancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain I know what it's like when memories make you wince And love letters read like obituaries And photo albums are the books of the dead I need no reminders, no more reminders I'll forget the past and lay it to rest
If I had my way I'd cut the calluses off your breaking heart If I could get past the sternum Cauterize those wounds with Every kiss I could give to you I'm holding your heart in my hand The reason it still beats
Am I being too cryptic? Am I being too obscure? Love kills, romance is dead And I don't even trust myself But I love you And you can pull my wings apart And pin me down under glass Until the end of days if it can help you Discover that we share the same pain I just hope you write your thesis Before your subject is dead No life after death
I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life I can't hide the monster anymore One can only feel desolate for so long Until one starts to change Into something the mirror doesn't recognize I metamorphosize The darkness has been biding its time To claim its latest victim Fresh meat for carnal desires To become what I became I viewed the sun for the last time
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips (crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings But where to begin because when you live in sin It's hard to look at saints without them Reflecting your jet black aura back at you And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips (crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are you
And all I have is hope, and all I need is time To bury in pine under six feet of time The lies I told me about myself Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails I won't lose hope, I won't give in Just live and breathe and try not to die again Just live and breathe and try not to die again Just live and breathe and try not to die at all
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips (crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are you
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips (crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are you
I began my ascent at minus zero You made so sure of that You tried to keep me down here Your complacency has been your downfall Nobody made you king of the world And now I'm here to dethrone So kiss the ring motherfucker It's my time, my time to shine Grasping for the straws as they fall Maybe you can make a splint for your broken ego For your broken ego
And I say thank you for the scars And the guilt and the pain Every tear I've never cried Has sealed your fucking fate Did you take me for a fool? Or were you just too blind to see That every effort made has failed And there is no destroying me?
Hate can be a positive emotion When it forces you to better yourself You built me, constructed my desire Perfected my hatred Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are Ten times better than you think you are Piece by piece I built my walls And burned the bridges down That lead back to people like you So full of malice, so full of scorn You tried your best to crush my spirit Tried to steal my soul You pushed my back against the wall And I broke it down I will not be broken Though I am the one that bleeds I will not be broken I am the one I will not be broken Though I am the one that bleeds I will not be broken I am the one I will not be broken Though I am the one that bleeds I will not be broken I am the one
And I say thank you for the scars And the guilt and the pain Every tear I've never cried Has sealed your fucking fate Did you take me for a fool? Or were you just too blind to see That every effort made has failed And there is no destroying me? There is no destroying me No, there is no destroying me
I can see her now Dancing around, her drink in hand All her baggage in tow I just want to forget and let go Of all the joy, all of the pain I took your guilt and placed it into me And now I kiss it goodbye Our last dance ended fatally
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died (You just died) Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard?
There she goes again Another masquerade in false circumstance She'll fuck you just for the taste I just wish that I could replace all the memories Of what makes my blood run cold And as your blood flows through me I say goodbye to what we had
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died (You just died) Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard?
She came and went I gnawed through my lip Makeup smeared in her eyes Each sob's a reason to say goodbye. Sometimes when you're holding on You'll never see the light
With flowers in her hair Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right With flowers in her hair Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right Never felt so right Never felt so wrong
With flowers in her hair Gazed upon with dead lover's eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died (You just died) Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard?
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died (You just died) Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard? You just died
You Should Of Ran for Days You Embrace You Betray What’s Left to Say You’re Set to Shame But When You Ran You Tripped and Fell On a Path That Led You Straight To Hell! This Is the Salt in Your Wounds This Is Why I Told You So
If You Knew What I Know Would You Move Like You Do With Malicious Discontent Yeah! What about My Pain to Destroy But Did You Have a Reason Why
Chorus: Here's to Lowering Caskets of Old Friends Choice They Got To Gloat Above the New Day With The Death of It All Then (Start Over!) Here's To Burying Hatchets with Those Who You Never Call Your Friends Above The New Day with the Death of It All Then (Start Over!)
Can You Breath in Reach and Then Let It Out The Evil Inside I See The New World Tonight! With Every Venomous Move I Will Suck You Up and Spit You Get Out Of My Life Get Out Of My Sight!
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You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Don’t Act like you’re Ashamed You Let Yourself Get Carried Away By your Hand Now Accept the Blame You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Bury This One You Won’t Waste And now it’s Time to See What You Don't Mean To Me