Negative

I was holding her forever
Through the tears, we smiled together
And commitment cost more than I could pay

This place of despair
Is all that I can feel
Where love that was meant for us
Will be as dead as we
No need to approve
Don't put the blame on me
When all that was meant for us
Will be as dead as we

She was suffering for adventure
Rest of diamonds of secret treasure
She took me deeper into the dark than I could go

This place of despair
Is all that I can feel
Where love that was meant for us
Will be as dead as we
No need to approve
Don't put the blame on me
When all that was meant for us
Will be as dead as we

Every shadow on her way
Will remind of better days

This place of despair
Is all that I can feel
Where love that was meant for us
Will be as dead as we
No need to approve
Don't put the blame on me (as dead as we)
When all that was meant for us
Will be as dead as we (be as dead as we)
No need to prove
Don't put the blame on me
When all that was meant for us
Will be as dead as we

Never needed anybody
Helpless, restless little soul
Always fighting against somebody
Living in denial all alone
But I know...

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone

No one of us can live forever
This life's like suicide with no gun
Heart full of love but soul is crying
Knowing this is what you've been hiding from
Soon you will know...

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me


'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone

The greatest thing you ever felt
Was when an enemy turned into a friend
You could not trust
New sunrise in a lonely heart
Sunrise always follows the dark
Now you know
I know you know

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone

It's a misty morning
But I feel like I can fly
Every step that I take
Is heavier than a thousand miles

Concrete jungle's calling
And I'm sure I don't want to resist
It's a one way high
Turn me on with the devils kiss

Who would want to spend a lifetime
With bad self esteem?
Don't you never ever think about it
You will see that there's no doubt about it

The pleasure we never had is in our hands
This night is like a rollercoaster ride, babe
Just shut your mouth and you will get your race

The spell is all around this is our chance
Just take my hand, don't ask me why
'Cause I don't know
Show me the smile that kills
And make me beg some more

Soon the night is over
You're underdoped just take your time
Here is one for you
Before you know it blows your mind

Here the hell freezes over
And seven days have gone so fast
And cash that I got
Is from the chaos that I planned

Who would want to spend a lifetime
With bad atmosphere?
Me neither if you know what I'm saying
Forget the bullshit what they keep on telling

The pleasure we never had is in our hands
This night is like a rollercoaster ride, babe
Just shut your mouth and you will get your race

The spell is all around this is our chance
Just take my hand, don't ask me why
'Cause I don't know
Show me the smile that kills
And make me beg some more [2x]

Thrill of fear
Flash of cruelty
Was what I sensed
Of the signs you were sending
Lives as one
But separated
Who'll drow the lines
Who tells when it's too late?

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

The picture is clear
And so brave,
But you wanted to have it
Your own way
Sometimes things are
As they seem

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

How long do we have?
How long do we have?

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

How long do we have?

As the swans prepare for their leaving (How long do we have?)
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven (How long do we have?)
Bitter is the taste
Of your way (How long do we have?)
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

The swans prepare for their leaving

Remains of sympathy
That's kind of what you left me with
Our divided destinies
Nailed to be lost
Beauty marks of history
Easily will repeat itself
I've nothing to prove to you
This time I'll take and make my move

There's no 'you're the one'
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours, so don't be a child

Lies, accusations
I won't crawl, I'll take your pride
Otherwise you will proudly
Stay above everything
In case love is dead
Can't let myself go to waste
You wanna taste my revenge
This time I'll turn my back on you

Hey you, look what have been done to me
My feelings turns to hate
All your sickness, insanity
Makes me a mess so I won't wait

There's no 'you're the one'
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child
Stop messing around
Stop fucking around

There's no 'you're the one'
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child
Stop messing around
Stop fucking around

There's no one
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child

Autumn rain in December
Darkness offers company
Some part of me
Doesn't want to remember
How could I forget?

I don't wanna talk about
Of worse or of some better
Why can't we stay?
Like this
Forever
While the rain
Has become so much colder
Embracing past,
It's not gonna last any longer!

I keep on thinking,
Thinking its so reliving
To hear how you feel
To know that you're not rejecting me yet
Would you ever think of me?
You know I can't stand when you say so
Oh how much I hate

I don't wanna talk about
Of worse or of some better
Why can't we stay?
Like this
Forever
While the rain
Has become so much colder
Embracing past,
It's not gonna last any longer! (2x)

Remember the time you used to say
We've come to the end of our own way
Or this journey has just begun?
You're the lesson cursed I've never learned
You're the flames in the fire when we burn
I ain't got time for you and I
Someday when I
Become old and wise
I'm able to explain to you
Why love is kind to be cruel

Forget the grief to celebrate
Come enjoy this dance on the edge
Together, it's softer to fall
You know I am afraid to say it loud
You know I'm too scared to spit it out
I have to scream and shout

We can't go on
We can't go on
We can't go on

We can't go on
We can't go on
We can't go on

No more excuses for me to go
No excuses that I know
Oh, my darling, we're doomed to fail
Just can't get the words out of my head
No reason to wait for better days
Life's a bitch and then we die

We can't go on
We can't go on
We can't go on

We can't go on
We can't go on
We can't go on

All this time I trusted you
And fooled myself; I was dumb
Love is just for the fools
And I've heard it should be fun
It might be fun
It can't be fun

We can't go on
We can't go on
We can't go on

We can't go on
No, we can't go on
We can't go on
We can't go on

Take a look at me
Years behind me have made me disabled
My will and strength lives in me
It was loud to keep me stable
No matter what
No matter what
No matter what

Hear me pray
For the pain and to suffer
It's all a game
We're destructive to each other
Life is short
An open chord, in a bad tone
From now on
There's a devil on my shoulder

Why I'm still here
In this godless scene going six feet under
She is the burning ground beneath my feet
For too long and I should tell her
No matter what
No matter what

Hear me pray
For the pain and to suffer
It's all a game
We're destructive to each other
Life is short
An open chord, in a bad tone
From now on
There's a devil on my shoulder

Hear me pray
For the pain and to suffer
It's all a game
We're destructive to each other
Life is short
An open chord, in a bad tone
From now on
No rules for me to follow
No wrong or right
There's no need to say things twice
No matter what, I'll survive
With a devil on my
A devil on my shoulder, yeah
(No matter what)
(No matter what)

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain

Could it get worse?
It's a one-way street down
With every gasp it hurts
Never pleasant kind of way
This love was a curse
And we were just framed
It all comes back, crying out your name

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain
Is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain
Only sorrow and pain

There was a time
When you walked in beauty
Now you're alone
But there millions just like you
Why should you fight?
No one's safe from the cruelty
The worst part is yet to come

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain
Is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain
Only sorrow and pain

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain
Is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain
Only sorrow and pain

When hearts are blessed with fire
And sincere faith
We decide to get rid of desires
That we can't escape
How much more
Your tired heart can take
The time will show
That our secrets won't be safe

I won't let go
Of things that I was dreaming
I won't let go
Of you, you keep me believing
Deep in my heart
There's a place that I
Could never show to you
I won't let go
Of you, my dear

If we trust our love to take us
To a place unknown
Even we're not sure if we could
Get back on our own
No way out
That your tired heart can tell
It breaks me down
It kills me

I won't let go
Of things that I was dreaming
I won't let go
Of you, you keep me believing
Deep in my heart
There's a place that I
Could never show to you
I won't let go
Of you, my dear

I won't let go
Of things that I was dreaming
I won't let go
Of you, you keep me believing
Deep in my heart
There's a place that I
Could never show to you
Deep in my heart
There's a place that I
Could never show to you
I won't let go
Of you, my dear

to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)



Hate, what will it take, when all that is left is a long waited sweet revenge
I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
My dear old friend good times we had, but I ain't no one's fool
Let there be light and a better future
With every blink of an eye your lies will destroy her
So I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
And every minute now you're drifting away it's a fact we can't deny
Let there be light and a better future
With every blink of an eye your lies will destroy her
So I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
Let there be light and a better future
With every blink of an eye your lies will destroy her
So I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
My trust in you, my trust in you...

Don't say "I'm sorry" again
Doesn't give you the right
To be someone else
Would be pleased to love and share
But inside I'm locked
I can't even cry

Love only matters
When it comes to the end
Love only matters
Makes you rise again

I'm just an ornament
An ornament to your face
Not enough, but it feels right
That you keep me alive
When you hold me tight

Both ends are burning fast
Would you stand by me
When things are getting bad?
And the colors here will fade
Would you help me see
Real shades of grey?

Love only matters
When it comes to the end
Love only matters
Makes me rise again

I'm just an ornament
An ornament to your face
Not enough, but it feels right
That you keep me alive
When you hold me tight

I'm just an ornament
An ornament in your garden
Not enough, but it feels right
That you keep me alive
When you bring the rain, rain, rain

Read between
The lines
This is fragile
Only for you and I
All I want is
That you love me
As I am

Don't say "I'm sorry" again
Doesn't give you the right
To be someone else
Someone else
Someone else

On and On


I was looking for freedom


less and more


I found it by you


this darkened sky


of our heavenly kingdom


the thing in common is


there's not so such left to say





Are you ready or not


ready for the truth


sick and tired of this nonsense


I'm frustrated by you





The sounds of silence


are getting louder


breaking the bond


we pretected so long





I don't see reason to ponder


with this any longer


there's no turning back


just one way to fall


fall apart





Are you ready or not


ready for the truth


sick and tired of this nonsense


I'm frustrated by you





In a life that we live in


for the love we believed in


this might be the day we die


so we can be born again





And life should be easy


when there's someone to hold on


that's what they told me


that's what I thought





Are you ready or not


ready for the truth


sick and tired of this nonsense


I'm frustrated by you





In a life that we live in


for the love we believed in


this might be the day we die


so we can be born again





On and on


still looking for freedom





planet of the sun

Doubt myself today
Four AM, the world is sleeping
Wonder why no one's here
Just me and this needless weeping

Running away from you
Was the first mistake from my side
Running away from you
Was the worst mistake of my life
If I could turn back time
But then no one can

So many things left unsaid
So many things I couldn't write down
When my weakness made me scared
Your presence filled me stronger

Now all that disapprovement
Of hope is flying over
Like dust in the wind
If I could turn back time
Get right back where we start from
But I can't

Your presence filled me stronger
And all that disapprovement
Of hope is flying over
Like dust in the wind
If I could turn back time
Get right back where we start from
But I can't
No, I can't
But I can't
Get away, get away, get away, yeah, ooh

Come
Come and taste the blade
Cold and steel
With a grin upon your face
Bring it all down here
All down here
Let's make it real

Love on streets, emotions for sale
Just take whatever comes on your way
I swear
You won't regret
Get in, release your lust and needs
Just for one night, down on your knees
Play dead
Enjoy and forget

Girl
Forget the world outside
That is made of rules
Be my queen of desire
Live for your sin
Let me be your sin
Take me under your skin

Love on streets, emotions for sale
Just take whatever comes on your way
I swear
You won't regret
Get in, release your lust and needs
Just for one night, down on your knees
Play dead
Enjoy and forget

Love on streets, emotions for sale
Just take whatever comes on your way
I swear
You won't regret
Get in, release your lust and needs
Just for one night, down on your knees
Play dead
Enjoy and forget

My queen of desire
Come light my fire
And scream

There's a power we can't see
Tired to put it in words, guess it wasn't meant to be
Still do my best to understand, what's behind that's haunting me
The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger
Still hear the call, but I won't go
Another day behind and I survived
Who held me through this? I'm glad that I'm still alive
Dark force keeps knockin' on my door
But I won't open 'till it's gone
The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger
Still hear the call, but I won't go
The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger

The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger
Still hear the call, but I won't go... gravity of love
I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming
I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming

Take a look at me
Years behind me have made me disabled
My will and strength lives in me
It was loud to keep me stable
No matter what
No matter what
No matter what

Hear me pray
For the pain and to suffer
It's all a game
We're destructive to each other
Life is short
An open chord, in a bad tone
From now on
There's a devil on my shoulder

Why I'm still here
In this godless scene going six feet under
She is the burning ground beneath my feet
For too long and I should tell her
No matter what
No matter what

Hear me pray
For the pain and to suffer
It's all a game
We're destructive to each other
Life is short
An open chord, in a bad tone
From now on
There's a devil on my shoulder

Hear me pray
For the pain and to suffer
It's all a game
We're destructive to each other
Life is short
An open chord, in a bad tone
From now on
No rules for me to follow
No wrong or right
There's no need to say things twice
No matter what, I'll survive
With a devil on my
A devil on my shoulder, yeah
(No matter what)
(No matter what)

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain

Could it get worse?
It's a one-way street down
With every gasp it hurts
Never pleasant kind of way
This love was a curse
And we were just framed
It all comes back, crying out your name

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain
Is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain
Only sorrow and pain

There was a time
When you walked in beauty
Now you're alone
But there millions just like you
Why should you fight?
No one's safe from the cruelty
The worst part is yet to come

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain
Is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain
Only sorrow and pain

Only sorrow and pain
Will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain
Is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain
Only sorrow and pain