Shelter shelter won't you rescue me My soul has fallen from the sky I've eaten all that you said to me was true And I'm facing hatred for my life
For so long I've been lost My face is covered with the signs of hurt and pain These eyes have realized, the dream lies We are the freaks and pigs we all are
Desperate children towing souls a mile behind them They're facing hatred for their lives They've eaten up all you said to them was true They're paralyzing their own minds
I'd like to walk beside my hidden fear I'd like to gaze into the clear I'd like to have my spirit unbound and free again I'd like to live without this constant pain
Feel alive
I'd like to arch myself, shed my skin I'd like to swallow life, drink it in I'd like to taste colors that are deep in view I'd like to dance in fire with you
Feel alive
Tempting spirits, breeding, lusting, thriving Bodies, salts and sins Sacrificing chastened thoughts While visions pass unto the wind
Lying, bathing, gorging, tasting, fever Blessing requiem We're touching, touching, we're touching all our sins
Checking into leaving, yeah i'm folding tired of breakin down and shaking this life around tired of praying, yeah tired of trying myself Im tired of being taken all the way i don't need to be godless - but i am i don't need my head- keepin all my problems i don't need your hand of god i don't need, i say i'm godless with no where to fall, i'm all ready to fall day by day i'm like a paper puppet and i'm stumbling around aching on the brain and i'm in big trouble big trouble still got to breathe oh yea like my shame this will all go down god damned me that's for sure and i belive i belived i don't belong here i don't need- to get my head kicked in and i don't need to be another lost soul that can't find home i don't need to get my face dragged down in the muddy water I do'nt need to say i'm godless anymore Still i'm gone still i'm on the run still im on the break of the edge still i'm, still i'm feeling dead i do'nt need to be godless but i am i don't need to be another lost soul who can't find home i don't need your hand of god i don't need to be godless anymore with nowhere to fall
A one-way ticket to a place that's cold and ill The following twisted dream is what keeps me in this shell Could have been a doctor, or a Harvard priest But I wound up being a freak like me
Shame, nothing you can do to hide Shame, just a little pain inside Shame, you throw your life away If I'm drowning, so are you
A secret life, a sacred light, it powers me I sleep at night with my head hung in misery A true romance, a deadly dance It's all means to an end To find you're sleeping with your only friend
Shame, nothing you can do to hide Shame, just a little pain inside Shame, you throw your life away If I'm drowning, so are you
Tick tock, tick tock What will you do? Tick tock, all this is true Tick tock, tick tock It's always been you Tick tock, tick tock No Jesus loves you
Shame, nothing you can do to hide Shame, just a little pain inside Shame, you throw your life away If I'm drowning, so are you
Breathe in and out again And pray that it isn't all in my head
If I'm getting out of bed Then I'm getting off the ground If you're going to say to me I have to Take the fall
I'm only, I am only a soul in decay I'm only, I am only lost in the rage I'm only, I am only a burden at hand But when I see your face, I spread my wings Catch the sun and just fly
Pray and you shall be saved Believe is what they'd have me do I see
If I'm getting out of bed Then I'm getting off the ground If you're going to say to me I have to take the fall
I'm only, I am only a soul in decay I'm only, I am only lost in the rage I'm only, I am only a burden at hand But when I see your face, I spread my wings Catch the sun and just fly
Shut up where are you going? Don't you know I'm talking to you? I said sit down, pay attention All right then, go to your room
Hey now, don't you listen? How many times have I got to tell you? You know I could have been something If I didn't have you
You should of, you should of
Shut up, get out of my way And get out of here Shut up, get out of my way And get out of here
Get up, can't you do anything? Don't you know you'll be late for school? Come on, gather your things now Try not to make me look like a fool Hurry, I'm tired of waiting Just wait till your father gets home
You should of, you should of
Shut up, get out of my way and get out of here Shut up, get out of my way, you don't know nothing at all Shut up, get out of my way and get out of here Shut up, shut up, get out of my way and get out of here
All you do is slow me down
Shut up, get out of my way and get out of here Shut up, get out of my way, you don't know nothing at all Shut up, get out of my way and get out of here Shut up, shut up, get out of my way and get out of here
So close but we both seem miles away I've been so tired and it's too late to end the day
So ends the wait and we both need not wonder why Cold heart and cold winds too lost to watch goodbyes
Her life has been a twisted lullabye Midnight always seems to clear her sight
So ends the wait and we both need not wonder why Cold heart and cold winds too lost to watch goodbyes Always the calm, always the storm It breaks just before the sun Two strangers fall away and know the end's begun And the hurt just comes again
Take, take a look behind you A little look inside you All you've known has gone up and down
And break, I'm just a little bit angry Just a little bit angry All I've got is this shell I've found
I know how long Until you all fall down
All I've got is dead You're not effective is all I'm fed All I've got is dead So for the time I'll live in my head
Look, look at those who have told you Those who have sold you Pretend they're on higher ground Burn, I say, burn those that scold you It was those before you Who created this hell I've found
I know how long Until you all fall down
All I've got is dead You're not effective is all I'm fed All I've got is dead So for the time I'll live in my head
From the time you get up until the time you lay cold Till the time you wake up in your life You're already old
Does a life that breathes take time to heal your head? It doesn't matter, cause you're already dead