I've been sitting here all day Trying to understand Why people want to rule each other When the problem's close at hand
A little less of what you want And more of what you've got Is enough to keep you struggling Without hatching other plots
But justify yourself! Don't satisfy yourself! You should be out there voting Say the power mongers gloating
The left-wing rich Trying to shed their guilt Go knocking down dreams Before they're even built Don't tell me how to live my life Don't tell me what to do Repression is always brought about By people with politics and attitudes like you
The madman looked inside the eyes of the face upon the mirror - "It seems I'm losing my way again" - he sighed And once again the tell-tale tears begin their journey down an ever deepening track
His wife places a hand upon his shoulder How over these past few months, he's aged so many years
He'd give this life to live again He'd be so more daring, be so much bolder - But a little less aware It's something of which he can't be certain And so he stays restrained and hurting
At breakfast he places a kiss upon his only daughter How he longs for her to run to them as she did when she was young, But her secrets have become her fears too Yet still she remains his child
His still-pretty wife manages so well Makes excuses for his abscence Tries so hard to find the road he's on
The madman combs his hair His expression has returned almost to normal and he blends almost perfectly with the crowd Back into an ordinary life An ordinary life
You are just a tenant here, you say Living in and out of this life As cheaply as you can
I sit here in the darkness gently Like an old woman Thoughts knot and click like brittle bones doing too much Trying to question all of this Trying so hard to fade out in the blackness all of the fear all of the tears that bring us to this
Sometimes it is better that we sit here in the silence I don't look at you and you don't seem to notice And the reasons - the reasons are impossible to see converge
Through these city nightmares you'd walk with me And we'd talk of it with idealistic assurance That it wouldn't tear us apart We'd keep our heads above the blackened water But there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place And you're gone now
Through a grimy window that I can't keep clean Through billowing smoke that's swallowed the sun You're nowhere to be seen
Do you think our desires still burn I guess it was desires that tore us apart There has to be passion A passion for living, surviving And that means detachment Every-body has a weapon to fight you with To beat you with when you are down There were too many defence between us Doubting all the time Fearinf all the time Doubting all the time Fearinf all the time That like these urban nightmares We'd blacken each other skies
When we passed the subway we tried to ignore our fate there Of written threats on endless walls Unjustified crimes carried on stifled calls Would you walk with me now through this pouring rain It used to mingle with our tears then dry with the hopes That we left behind It rains even harder now .
Suicide is an urban disease Spread by people and places like these A quick self destruct from the 21st floor A smell of gas through the kitchen door A stab in the back from the workers and bosses They're counting their gains as you count your losses As you count your losses Blow the world apart with the press of a button We all say it shouldn't but we know it will happen Again and again like the rain and the ark Onwards forever eternally dark Eternally dark The grit in your eye soon enters your heart And all that was strength is just falling apart We're jumping from one bed and into another Searching for something that we'll never discover Never discover So we go on breeding - breeding contempt From all of the repression that this has meant If the bombs and the fire don't instantly kill Then the greed from the ashes certainly will Certainly will This place is not my place This place is not yours We're set on self destruct For no reason or cause If the bombs and the fire don't instantly kill Then the greed from the ashes certainly will Certainly will
Live is all we need - you said As you hold me in the confidence of your bed Tomorrow's turned into today instead! And I wake each morningfeeling so ashamed
Having fallen to emotions that we both named How shallow now all that rubbish seems Hearts once full are bleeding dreams Dreams that were reality
Have now brought out the worst in me I don't want a part in this The stinging touch, the poisoned kiss The alibis to keep us close
The lies you spit when I need you most Love is just a paradox He loves me, he loves me not A basic human nedd is such
To be able to destry with just one touch A stinking filthy trick I'd say One day the prey Love is just a heart disease
And no cure can make this aching ease But I'll tranquilise myself from that Let fit emotions turn to fat Let care and concern not breed here
I've had and seen them disappear Tear stained eyeswillnot be seen When to touch is nothing more then obscene To fuck it seems is the only word
The ability to love seems so absurd Absurd because we know we lie Laughing at it all as someone cries One day I may find it quite amusing
How touch and tongues make life so confusing Love was all we needed - it's dead As the sheets grow cold on your big bad bed Tomorrow's not important - it's dead
This is where silence runs its course And sadness wipes its eyes upon us We fall from a structure built on troubled minds My world becomes iron and grows as cold as Winter
Soldiers in uniforms of nudity march over open hearts Sweetly and sickly scented by roses And your world is crushing you like those flowers By scripts written into your skin with the ink of thorns
Ashen faces sink into silence All lonesome trends brush shoulders All of last night's degradation Builds foundations on us both
All this tenderness has come to nothing All that we require is being rearranged I've no wish to look to the future For my exspectations will no doubt be changed
Just rolloing along on the rest of the waves My statements and strategies are quickly dismissed Poisoned pens in invisible paper Steel knuckles concealed by velvet fists
What is the chance of us living Some of our simplest dreams Are all the structures we build here Really as frail as they seem
The dying are the lovers of this modern world The power and the glory survives With radio active bargaining And the valueness of our lives
My turn to crumble My turn to fall From so very humble To nothing al all.
Look at our young faces They're growing older with each moment Harder and less beautiful With every word we say
Stumbling over bridges And through the backstreets Waiting for something But we don't know what
It could be a promise It could be passion Eternal life Or instant death
Wading through rubbish And dodging choc-a-block cars Through the door and up the stairs We'll find some moments of happiness Between sheets we've known so often The warmest place in this hostile town
Afterwards, through dust and comfort filled eyes We can look upwards And almost stare at the stars
Bursting in a thousand places Like a bottle of champagne Burst all over me
Burst all over me
Foaming like a wild horse Your breath will beat on me Pulling me tighter with your reins My eyes will burn on you
Burn on you
My heart will beat so loudly Like a drumming through your brain Then when you think I've finished I shall beat on you again
My flesh will hit on you Like waves against a rock Like being dragged under water We will fight against the shock
I will hold you in my arms As the night turns into day And when I squeeze you tighter You won't pull away
Like a flash of flame I will lick you with my tongue Wetness shall cool the fire And no bells shall be rung We shall tire eventually After we've fulfilled our needs Until love becomes the hunger once more And we start once again our feed
Bursting in a thousand places Like a bottle of champagne Burst all over me
I live off nothing in this world Except the thick grey air that chains itself Swirls all around and ingrains itself Stifles my last hope into sullen despair
I don't associate myself With all of the people I can do without Those who never leave me in any doubt That their selfish narrow lives are all they care about
I enjoy the silence in my life I don't thrive on the chaos that those contact can bring So many empty gestures That don't mean anything
It's so hard and so cold The texture of this world That nothing in this place is soft enough to hold And nothing like tenderness can ever be unfurled I don't want anything in this world
Except a thick gray air That will keep my heart hoping And keep my eyes wide open Just in case there's something there
I don't want anything in this world Except a thick gray air That will keep my heart hoping And keep my eyes wide open
Just in case there's something there Just in case there's something there
I've been sitting here all day Trying to understand Why people want to rule each other When the problem's close at hand
A little less of what you want And more of what you've got Is enough to keep you struggling Without hatching other plots
But justify yourself! Don't satisfy yourself! You should be out there voting Say the power mongers gloating
The left-wing rich Trying to shed their guilt Go knocking down dreams Before they're even built Don't tell me how to live my life Don't tell me what to do Repression is always brought about By people with politics and attitudes like you
I am the sharpened sword The cast stond The words that linger too long in the air The rumbling silence over the length of a room The lie that lay between two lovers The hopelessness in their struggling The price to high to pay A dark and obscured voyeur Combing through your secret The stranger to the child Loneliness in solitude Sand in the drinkers mouth Shadows over sunlight And all the time you are with me Uncertainly Certainly of falling Scars of souls Scars of skin Stars too far away to see Wave on wave over the swimmers head And all the time you are with me
Wake up with the fear of God Inside me each morning As I open my eyes To this world without warning So easy to fall down So easy to be crushed As you fight to stand at all In this never ending rush There's no one here who's close enough To share this sorrow with Have few answers for myself Yet alone enough to give Watch all my faults before me Like reflections in a glass They linger on around And doesn't ever seem to pass So easy to fall down So easy to be crushed As you fight to stand at all In this never ending rush My world's an open prison Where I walk to and fro Viewed with tunnel vision 'Cause there's no place i can go So easy to fall down So easy to be crushed As you fight to stand at all In this never ending rush