Just when it's getting good I slowly start to freeze Just when it's feeling real I put my heart to sleep It's the memory I can see Then this fear comes over me Understand that I don't mean To push you away from me
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me
You got a way of easing me out of myself I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy Please understand that its not you it's what I do Just when I'm about to run I realize what I've become
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me
Now I wonder what you think of me Don't know why I break so easily All my fears are armed surrounding me I can't get no sleep I keep running in circles around you Are you the trap I wanna fall into...?
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me
What you think about this? I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow What you think about this? I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so Don't tell me how its gonna be On my own And the thing of it is There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss Cause you're holding me down I just wanna fly There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye To the life that you see me in Here's where I begin
(Chorus) And I promise myself I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free And I promise myself Even though it don't always come easy Gonna learn from my pain Never explain Do it my way, that's what I say Promise myself I'm the only one who will believe me
There's a voice in my head Telling me come on, come on, move on There's a voice in my head Telling me I know my right from wrong They say what doesn't kill you can Make you strong Now I know what it means You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams I'll be making mistakes Comin up at a loss I'll be tumbling down But Like MC shake it off I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss Of me, myself, and I
(Chorus) And I promise myself I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free And I promise myself Even though it don't always come easy Gonna learn from my pain Never explain Do it my way, that's what I say Promise myself I'm the only one who will believe me
I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone (I will) I'll keep doin what i got to do to carry on (I will) So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly and the time has come and gotta say goodbye To the life that you see me in Here's where I begin
(Chorus X2) And I promise myself I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free And I promise myself Even though it don't always come easy Gonna learn from my pain Never explain Do it my way, that's what I say Promise myself I'm the only one who will believe me
Friday night we'll feel alright 'cuz this is what we do We're in the crowd and dancing now but all I see is you I tell myself "We've broken up" but it's so hard to say I try to turn my head around and look the other way
What you really care about me, do you care about me Are you ever coming back to me, back to me (here we go)
I should know better but I just can't pretend Uh-oh Uh-oh I'm fallin' again (here we go) Just let me promise that we'd only be friends Uh-Oh Uh-Oh we're fallin' again
It's Monday night we're back to work We're at the studio I'm tryin to cut this song but I keep lookin' at the phone I wish that you would call and say "We made a big mistake" And keepin' it together is a chance we wanna take
What you really care about me, do you care about me Are you ever coming back to me, back to me (here we go) Yeeeeeah!
I should know better but I just can't pretend Uh-oh Uh-oh I'm fallin' again (fallin' again) (here we go) Just let me promise that we'd only be friends Uh-Oh Uh-Oh we're fallin' again
Break my heart super ecstatic Spin my world into a habit You had me from the very first day Me and you it's automatic Here's my heart boy you can have it Tell me that you're feelin' this way
Oo, Oo Uh-Oh Uh-Oh I'm fallin' again Oo, Yea Uh-Oh Uh-Oh I'm fallin' again Here we go
I should know better but I just can't pretend Uh-oh Uh-oh I'm fallin' again (here we go) Just let me promise that we'd only be friends Uh-Oh Uh-Oh we're fallin' again (fallin' again) I should know better but I just can't pretend Uh-oh Uh-oh I'm fallin' again (here we go) Just let me promise that we'd only be friends (friends) Uh-Oh Uh-Oh we're fallin' again