Brian Welch

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom

What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay
for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that (x4)

What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and
We're still knocking
the need to bow down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay
for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that (x4)

We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
Across the world
you've fed (?) what you found
Across the world
you're breaking you down

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that shit (x4)
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that (x6)

I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now And it's gossip 'bout my fame

I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am And how you get the best of me
At least you could look at me While you are ripping me
You fuckin pussy

Yo Chuck, we got runnin mixes in the headphones
Ha ha ha! Wicked!
1..2..3 and I come with the wicked style
And you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew
But I got everybody jumping to the voodoo you kick it
Wicked rhymes, picket signs, while me and the mob got a trunk full of
9's
Drop and I'll slay ya, bang, bang, birthday for the aya
Ready to Buck! Buck! Buck!
But it's a must to Duck! Duck! Duck!
Before I bust ya
Looking for the one that did it
You want my vote? No, your never gonna get it
Cause I'm the one with the phat mad skills
And I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills, Sittin at the pad just
chillin
Larry Parker just got 2 million, Oh what a fucking feeling
Shake that nigger and pass me the peel, and I'll slam dunk it like
Shaquille O'neal
Wicked, Wreck it
Baby, I'll rock that test tube baby, kick it...
'Cause I get wicked! I told 'em not to keep on that fire
Am I wicked? I told 'em to not keep on da fire
Am I wicked? I told not to keep on that fire
But now I'm in your face, so will you keep on dat fire? (WICKED!)
Don't say nothing just listen
Got me a plan to break Tyson out of prison
You going my way you get served
Still got a deuce then I bunny hop the curb
Nappy head, nappy chest, nappy chin, never seen with a happy grin
Going flat frown cause I'm down, so take a look around
All you see is big black boots, steppin, use my steel toe as a weapon
And it's awfully quiet, now they want to label this nigger too with a
sticker
But that's nasty, cause I got a body count like Ice Tea
From here to New York, I get them skins and ain't talking about pork
Your sly, your pig, dig
Listen from the flow from a soul flowed caucasion
Ah, your picket
Now you know I was funky as wisdom picket budget talking
'Cause I get wicked! I told 'em not to keep on that fire
Am I wicked? I told 'em to not keep on da fire
Am I wicked? I told not to keep on that fire
But now I'm in your face, so will you keep on dat fire? (WICKED!)
People wanna know how come I got a gat
And I'm sitting at the window like Malcolm
Ready to bring that noise and kinda trigger happy like the Ghetto Boyz
Cause April 29th was power to the people, you'll might just see a
sequel
Cause police got equal hate, A horse is a pig that don't fly straight
I'm doin Daryl Gates, but it's Willie Williams, I'm down with the
pilgrims I'm threw with your picket signs, take this job and stick it, dig
it...
'Cause I get wicked! I told 'em not to keep on that fire
Am I wicked? I told 'em to not keep on da fire
Am I wicked? I told not to keep on that fire
But now I'm in your face, so will you keep on dat fire? (WICKED!)

Standing inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

The stress is rising and
I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and
the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always take shit
Can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on

End
When will this end? (x7)

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end


I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel the scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I can not see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing's real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh please help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

(Get 'em up! Get 'em up!)

Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with a life in Hell

Standing inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me is your endless hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right through
My God I hate this
Always take shit
And I let this go on
Why can't I break this?
I just take this
As this goes on and on

End
When will this end? (x7)

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up

I am the burden of my everything,
an open scar
I'll be reborn in hatred,
feeling I can't love no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up

I am the falling of my happiness
it is no more
Stop loving, I뭢 still hating
till I can not hate no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

I'm, I am filthy
wasted piece of shit

I am disgusting
take me, away

We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up

Wake the fuck up!

Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try

Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
Im not happy
I wish they just...

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Let's just take the stage
And remember why we play for

No more fighting!
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish they just..

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Let's just take the stage
And remember why we play for

Remember why we play for

Hey you hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Hey you hey you
finally you get it
The world ain't fair
eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Hey you hey you
this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit
this won't hurt
Says who Says who
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch
anesthetize
just let Between me and you
and we are friends
Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Hey you hey you
finally you get it
The world ain't fair
eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Hey you hey you
this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit
this won't hurt
Says who Says who
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch
anesthetize
just let Between me and you
and we are friends
Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Hey you hey you
finally you get it
The world ain't fair
eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Hey you hey you
this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit
this won't hurt
Says who Says who
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch
anesthetize
just let Between me and you
and we are friends
Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Hey you hey you
finally you get it
The world ain't fair
eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Hey you hey you
this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit
this won't hurt
Says who Says who
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch
anesthetize
just let Between me and you
and we are friends
Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Hey you hey you
finally you get it
The world ain't fair
eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Hey you hey you
this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit
this won't hurt
Says who Says who
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch
anesthetize
just let Between me and you
and we are friends
Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Hey you hey you
finally you get it
The world ain't fair
eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life
where no one understands you
But don't give up
because the music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Music do
Hey you hey you
this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit
this won't hurt
Says who Says who
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch
anesthetize
just let Between me and you
and we are friends
Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

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Twist
Twist
Twist
Twist

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Twist
Twist
Twist

How did it start?
Well, I dont know.
I just feel the craving.
I see the flesh and it smells fresh.
And it's just there for the taking.
These little girls they make me feel so god damn
exhilarated.
I feel them up, I can't give it up.
The pain that I'm just erasing.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold?
I dont know why it hurts me.
All I wanna do is get with you.
And make the pain go away.
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me.
Why do I have this torment?
All I want to do is fuck it away.

I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.

conversion, software version 7.0,
looking at life through the eyes of a tire hub,
eating seeds as a past time activity,
the toxicity of our city, of our city,

new, what do you own the world?
how do you own disorder, disorder,
now, somewhere bitween the sacred silence,
sacred silence and sleep,
somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep,
disorder, disorder, disorder.

more wood for their fires, loud neighbors,
flashlight reveries caught in the headlights of a truck,
eating seeds as a past time activity,
the toxicity of our city, of our city,

new, what do you own the world?
how do you own disorder, disorder,
now somewhere between the sacred silence,
sacred silence and sleep,
somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep,
disorder, disorder, disorder.

new, what do you own the world?
how do you own disorder, disorder,
now, somewhere between the sacred silence,
sacred silence and sleep,
somewhere, between the sacred silence and sleep,
disorder, disorder, disorder.

wher i became the sun,
i shone life into the man's hearts,
when i became the sun,
i shone life into the man's hearts.

Flesh wound flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me
when I pray
Love full of hate
Don't you love how I break
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Screwed up used up
Crumpled lying on the floor
up shut up
All you did back
then was score
I'm feeling weak
Missing parts incomplete
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and
fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all that I have to say
Please let them throw me away

Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha

Don't let them throw me away

Flesh wound flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me
when I pray
Love full of hate
Don't you love how I break
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Screwed up used up
Crumpled lying on the floor
up shut up
All you did back
then was score
I'm feeling weak
Missing parts incomplete
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and
fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all that I have to say
Please let them throw me away

Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha

Don't let them throw me away

Flesh wound flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me
when I pray
Love full of hate
Don't you love how I break
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Screwed up used up
Crumpled lying on the floor
up shut up
All you did back
then was score
I'm feeling weak
Missing parts incomplete
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and
fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all that I have to say
Please let them throw me away

Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha

Don't let them throw me away

Flesh wound flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me
when I pray
Love full of hate
Don't you love how I break
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Screwed up used up
Crumpled lying on the floor
up shut up
All you did back
then was score
I'm feeling weak
Missing parts incomplete
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and
fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all that I have to say
Please let them throw me away

Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah Ha
Skipping a beat but it plays
Ah Ha
Don't let them throw me away
Ah Ha

Don't let them throw me away

Going through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?)

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Come and fill the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?)
Gonna take you down

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Well I wish there was someone
Well I wish there was someone
To love me

When I used to be someone
And I knew there was someone
That loved me

As I sit here frozen alone
Even ghosts get tired and go home
As they crawl back under the stars (or "stones")

And I wish there was something
Please tell me theres something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
it's just saturated loneliness

Does the silence get lonely?
Does the silence get lonely?
Who knows?
I've been hearing it tell me
I've been hearing it tell me
Go home

Cause the freaks are playing tonight
They packed up and turned out the lights

And I wish there was something
Please tell me theres something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
It's just saturated loneliness

And the bath waters cold
And this lifes getting old

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
And I wish I could feel it
Abduct it, corrupt it
But I never can
I never can
Never Can
Never Can
Never Can

Fuck yes
Whew
Always I'm locked in my head
Know the pain, you don't know what I have had
By now, I'm so for sure
Right now, I am yours
My sorrow (I swallow)
Follow me (Oh Hell no)
It came unknown to me
Paranoid is controlling all of me
Somehow turned so pure
Right now, shit, I'm yours
My sorrow (I swallow)
Follow me (Oh hell no)
Was it me? (I swallow)
Forget me (I don't know)
Oh hell no (x 3)
This thing I follow
The place I'm too scared to fucking go
A freak that I'm sure
A freak that is yours
My sorrow (I swallow)
Follow me (Oh hell no)
Was it me? (I swallow)
Forget me (I don't know)
I swallow (x 2)
Freak
Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak (x 16)

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away…away from me
It’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It’s not easy to be me.

Got to face your fear
lying on the floor
Step into nothing
what the hell am I here for
So come on and play
Stab me in my heart
So long this time was wasted
ripping me apart
We are the hurt
inside your head
Lost in the void of
what is dead
Constantly twisting
things I said
Happiness is boring need
pain instead
It's starting over
starting over
Can't stand it's over
God is gonna take me out
My time is over
this time is over
Why is this over
God is gonna take me out

Crawling on the floor
All around this space
Talking to myself
What is this thing
I've got to face
Walking through a door
Has it been a waste
Going on and on
thinking I could find my place
We are the hurt
inside your head
Lost in the void of
what is dead
Constantly twisting
things I said
Happiness is boring need
pain instead
It's starting over
starting over
Can't stand it's over
God is gonna take me out
My time is over
this time is over
Why is this over
God is gonna take me out

God is gonna take me out

God is gonna take me out

You can't see
I'm torn away from you
and everything that's
close to me
I cannot face the truth
it's nothing that
I believe
Just run away from me
and thank me when you're
free from me
Come take me

Come take me
Come take me
Come take me
Come take me
We are the hurt
inside your head
Lost in the void of
what is dead
Constantly twisting
things I said
Happiness is boring need
pain instead
We are the hurt
inside your head
Lost in the void of
what is dead
Constantly twisting
things I said
Happiness is boring need
pain instead

I never knew what i was gonna be
somebody saw what i couldnt see
and it did me up now
I never thought i could be worthy of
lovin under the sky above
don't let the wondeful
why does everybody have to fit in
you should feel comfortable in the skin
just like me i am the

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

they never knew what i was gonna say
punch me and kick me and drown away
now you know you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
you know who you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
happy child look at that

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never ends
I need somebody someone
Can somebody help me
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing
I need somebody someone
Can somebody help me
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look I sign
I need someone
Inside to help me out
With what
I'm trying
I'm crying
I'm praying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody somebody
someone
I need somebody somebody
someone Someone

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never ends
I need somebody someone
Can somebody help me
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing
I need somebody someone
Can somebody help me
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look I sign
I need someone
Inside to help me out
With what
I'm trying
I'm crying
I'm praying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody somebody
someone
I need somebody somebody
someone Someone

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

*Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood,they're spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

One, two - buckle my shoe.
Three, four - shut the door.
Five, Six - pick up sticks.
Seven, Eight - lay them straight

London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.

*Repeat

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home.

Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
(Baa Baa Black have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

*Repeat

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.

I'm an animal
I'm a victim
I'm the answer to your prayers
I'm a witness
On the witchhunt
I'm the monster up the stairs
I'm ghost that's
In the mirror
I'm everything that you fear
I'm the riptide
I'm the soldier
I'm the voice that's in your head
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
That brought me to my knees
I've done it all
Fucked up
Wasted
Still in my blood
But now inside unseen

I'm the hunted
I'm a predator
I'm the answer to the riddle
I'm the upbeat
I'm the headfuck
I'm the way yarn flips to the middle
I the payer
I'm maniving
I'm the one who's not addicted
I'm illogic
Turn the fuck up
I'm the broken one who fixed it
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
That brought me to my knees
I've done it all
Fucked up
Wasted
Still in my blood
But now inside unseen
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
That brought me to my knees
I've done it all
Fucked up
Wasted
Still in my blood
But now inside unseen

I'm just a child
With the tears in it's eyes
I am holding this gift
That is broken
What do I have left now

I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
That brought me to my knees
I've done it all
Fucked up
Wasted
Still in my blood
But now inside unseen
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
That brought me to my knees
I've done it all
Fucked up
Wasted
Still in my blood
But now inside unseen

Every day it gets a little harder, can't seem to get away.
I remember there's a certain place, a place I wish I'd stay.
I feel so lost within - pressured, I'm headed for that day.
Just one thought in my head, really. Do I need this fame?
Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried,
Something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.
I lay in bed at night and wonder, should I go on this way?
It's the only thing I really got for now, and it's called fame.
Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried,
something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.
So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.
I feel the rattle...
So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.
I feel the rattle...
Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried,
something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.
Like some god damn fucking freak

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
till control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and defeating you
I'm gunna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you

Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and feel you

Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that live beside you

Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why I'd feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gunna cut myself and
Watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you

Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and feel you

Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that live beside you

Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gunna break it
You Open your mouth again,
By god I cannot take it

Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up
Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up

Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you

Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and feel you

Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that live beside you

Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!

I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you

'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]

'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]

What the fuck?!
I'm so dumb, therefore I can't relate.
I'm so dumb, there is nothing to hate.
Really is it me, or is it fate?
Give me peace, or at least for fuck's sake.
Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never play.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.
In the past I was known as a freak.
Had no friends, picked on 'cause I was weak.
Save my ass, I got into this band,
Never thought the band would pick on the man.
Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never play.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.
Reclaim my place...
Say it to my face.
So I look around at all these stupid little faces.
Something I can never slap, but I embrace.
You'll never ever see, you'll never ever be,
You want to fuck around? Then come on, fuck with me.
You think you can't relate?
You'll never ever find.
You think you feel my hate?
Look at me and you will find
My fate you always raped?
I will always be the son.
You want to fuck with me?
Come on, fucking play!
You can feel it now or be stoned!
Yes, you feel it come, right now!
You can feel it now or be stoned
Yes, you feel it come, right now!
You can feel it now or be stoned
Yes, you feel it come, bow down!
Bow down!
Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never play.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.
What the fuck?! So... What the fuck?!

Must you keep looking at me
before you looked the other way.
Must you keep glaring at me
I know you look inside,
and see what you made.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own me
not all of your gloating.

Must you keep looking at me.
Now you see what I am.
Trust, I knew what it was.
I don't forget things,
thinking I'm nothing.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own me
not all of your gloating.

Pride of me
No Pride
Why 
Why Why Why Why Why Why Why

Must you keep looking at me
Before you looked the other way
Trust, I knew what it was
I don't forget things,
look what you've made.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own me
not all of your gloating.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own me
not all of your gloating.

So... so loud
Wait, but I don't realize.
How? Why? Legs
Broke. The pain between her thighs.
I see your pretty face,
Smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?
Skin... so cold.
How could someone steal a life?
Save... the blame.
Wait, I got some shit to say.
I see your pretty face,
smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?
Smashed and raped!
Not again. This is a real crime.
What a pretty face.
Who do I feel sorry for?
RAPE! Something...
NOW! Rips my...
HEART! And takes...
MY! Soul I...
WAIT! Too late...
NOW! I feel...
RAPED! Inside...
DEATH! My soul away....
Away....
I see your pretty face,
smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?
Smashed and raped!
Not again. This is a real crime.
What a pretty face.
Who do I feel sorry for...

Go!

I can, in every way
Distinct the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
Who are you to see that I can't speak what's on my mind?
It runs away
It's so predictable

I can, in every way
Illustrate this thing that's left inside
Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lie
You run away to the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me?
It's so predictable

I'm gonna try
-Should I? fuck! (while Jonathan is speaking)
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

-Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
-Who is to say
If I have the time, oh why
-Should I pray
for all the hate to go away
-Another day
I can never break free
You wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever!

Oh, sometimes I get to feel. . .

Everyone's corrupt
You should just shut up
Lay down, back off
The demon you disrupted

Don't wanna talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think thats the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?

Everybody's raped
Lying to your face
Kick's you in the gut
Slayed you here on the stop

Don't wanna talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

Tiniest dream living in your soul
Darkest life in the deepest hole
All the guilt from the things you've told
What you thought was so much fun
You'll have to pay for

Don't wanna talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

Don't wanna talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

Don't wanna talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics!

Nas:
Everybody's an Enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them
that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does
when watching naked women
do sick stuff
on my porn collection on television

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2

Nas:
Watching my own back
strapped in chrome, to my homies
where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz to many didn't act like dikes,
hermaphrodites
with benzene, amen
Look at the trash that's biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman
on Apollo theater
imagine that another black with a hook
who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm in raged

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2

JD:
You fill your lies around me
and you think you won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done

JD:
You think you can take me
you think you can play me
you're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me x5

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2

What were you thinking
I guess i'll never know
See your eyes thinking
Pupils begin to grow

Drilling you softly
Pulling you in
Making your mind up
What's sick or a sin

Open up now
Let it all go
I'm quite certain
Say it aint so
You're corrupted by
Some sick fuck
Oh no
Open up now
Head in the sky
Here's the tongue that
Keeps telling lies
Feelings in my mouth
You breathe in but can't brethe out

What you've been taking
It makes you talk
Real slow
How come i'm thinking
You'd be the last
To know

(You'd be the last to know)

Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole

Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole

Open up now
Let it all go
Open up now
Let it all go

Open up now
Head in the sky
Here's the tongue that
Keeps telling lies
Feelings in my mouth
You breathe in but can't brethe out

You breathe in but can't breathe out

Always its coming
And here starts the game
Why cant this puzzle be solved?
Each time it happens its always the same
I look down and it starts to fall

And all i see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all thats mine
One more time

Always this teasing
Sometimes i lose faith
Where is my strength to hold on?
Facing existence
How can i relate?
Do i stand still or move on?

And all i see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all thats mine
One more time

Falling through this space and time
Buried in this hurt of mine
Falling slowly like a dream
Falling through a world unseen
Why can i not break this spell?
Im in darkness
Is this hell?
Falling towards this hole i see
This is how it has to be

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all thats mine
One more time

One more time

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me
Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me
Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me
Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way
So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No it's nothing
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way
To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but give up
Falling to the place where people know me
I can't wait
To give them these feelings of hating
Keeping in side me
For all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way

Ha, ha, ha
I see your faces and I do not understand why
Each time I dream you're standing there right by my side
Why do you make me? You take my pride and in my eyes
You come and rape me, inside
I have no place to run and hide
I have no place to hide, which I like
Some who look at the time I looked back into my life
You want to touch me to see what's in my eyes
Why do you make me? Remember my hate, all this shame
Don't you hate me sometimes?
I have no place to run and hide
I have no place to hide, which I like
I have no place to run, so don't make fun of me (x 7)
I have no place to run
Which I like...I like (x 8)
I have no place to run and hide
I have no place to hide, which I like
I have no place to run and hide
I have no place to hide, which I like

You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they'll be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh i wish that i could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where i can cry

So why can it be?
No one hears because
Echoes back at me
No Ones there
To all these meaningless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on whats mine
You've got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind

You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they'll be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh i wish that i could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where i can cry

So why can it be?
No one hears because
Echoes back at me
No ones there
To all these meaningless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind

Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that i long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you?
My soul is bleeding
I am searching
Am i blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me all the time

To all these meaningless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind

I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch
Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fucked

Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch
Each turn confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you Why are you taken?
I love you I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I'm with you
why do I cry/try?
why do I really need to?
Why!
Fuck you, bitch!
need to . . . fuck . . .
slut

Laying by my precious
Not long ago
Hiding behind the shadows
Of your broken soul
Why is it always you and something you can never have?
Why did you you try to tell me?
How could you be this way
Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Your racing through my vains
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Like orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I guess your life is dead
Can't you feel the pain
There you are my precious
With your broken soul
Forever my crotch Take control
Why is it
You fuck up something you have always had
Why'd you try to tell me
How could you be so cold?
Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Your racing through my vains
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Like orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I guess your life is dead
Can't you feel the pain
Here I am, just a man
Feeling the pain, gives me life
Relieving us is my plan
I'd anything to see through your eyes
Just to see through your lies
I hate you, Can you feel the pain?
Can't you feel the pain?
I hate you, Can you feel the pain?
Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Your racing through my vains
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Like orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I guess your life is dead
Can't you feel the pain

Time has come, to realize what you are,
what you've done tonight.
Time has come,
we'll have something to talk about.
I will too.

Looking back (dumb)
And now I realize (oh man)
How much you really liked him (dumb)
This child's mind you terrorized (oh man)
You came to him (dumb)
He really didn't know your lies (oh man)
Now his innocence is gone (dumb)
He's that child you'd terrorized (oh man)

This fucking pain that I feel
You gave to me and you
This fucking pain that I feel
Because of you
My childhood is gone
Because I loved you
My childhood is gone
Because I loved you

Be my Neighbor

Looking back (child)
And now I realize (fucker)
How much you really loved him (child)
This child's mind you'd hypnotized (fucker)
You came to him (child)
You really didn't know his lies (fucker)
Now his innocence is gone (child)
I'm that child you terrorized (fucker)

This fucking hate that I feel
you gave to me and you
This fucking pain that I feel
because of you
My childhood is gone
because I loved you
My childhood is gone
because I loved you

Be my neighbor
Be my neighbor
My neighbor

Thought you told me everybody was my neighbor?
They took advantage of me and then
they took this understanding.
I wish I wouldn't have watched you,
but then you made my childhood a failure...

What a fucking neighbor!

I hate you
I will too

Be my neighbor

This fuckin' hate I feel
This fuckin' pain that I feel
My childhood is gone
My childhood is gone
This fuckin' hate that I feel
This fuckin' pain that I feel
My childhood is gone
My childhood is gone

I will too

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation,
There's so much shit around me,
Such a lack of compassion,
I thought it would be fun and games
(would be fun and games),
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).
I want something to do,
Need to feel the sickness in you,

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again (Make me bad)
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad (Make me bad)

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again (Make me bad)
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad (Make me bad)



Yesterday I got so old,
I felt like I could die.
Yesterday i got so old,
it made me want to cry.

Go on, go on,
just walk away,
go on, go on,
your choice is made.
Go on, go on,
and disappear,
go on, go on,
away from here.

And I know I was wrong,
when I said it was true,
that it couldn't be me, and be her,
inbetween without you...
Without you...

Yesterday I got so scared,
I shivered like a child.
Yesterday away from you,
It froze me deep inside.

Come back, come back,
Don't walk away,
Come back, come back,
Come back today.
Come back, come back,
Why can't you see,
Come back, come back,
Come back to me.

And I know I was wrong,
when I said it was true,
that it couldn't be me, and be her,
inbetween without you...
Without you...

All I do is look for you.
I need my fiction, need you, too.
Just to get some sort of.. attention. Attention.

What does it mean to you? (does it mean to you?)
For me its something I just do. (I just do)
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you.

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again. (make me bad)
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad. (make me bad)

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again. (make me bad)
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad. (make me bad)

Come back, Come back...
Make me bad...
Come back, Come back, back to me..
Make me bad...
C'mon why can't you see?
Make me bad...
Come back, come back come back to me..
Without you...
Make me bad...
Without you...
Make me bad...
Without you...
Make me bad...

I am watching the rise
and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion
I thought it
would be fun and games
Instead it's all the same
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as
it's leaving me
no not again
Its quite decieving as
I'm feeling the flesh
make me bad
All I wanna do it look for you
And when I fix
you needed to
Just to get some sort of attention
attention
What does it mean to you
For me its something I just do
I want something
I need to feel
the sickness in you
I feel the reason as
it's leaving me no not again
Its quite decieving as
I'm feeling the flesh
make me bad
I feel the reason as
it's leaving me no not again
Its quite decieving as
I'm feeling the flesh
make me bad

I feel the reason as
it's leaving me no not again
Its quite decieving as
I'm feeling the flesh
make me bad
I feel the reason as
it's leaving me no not again
Its quite decieving as
I'm feeling the flesh
make me bad
Just make me bad
Just make me bad
Just make me bad

I'm thinking of
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love
They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart
Begging all the same people
Burning is the same evil
Somehow making me feel sane

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

I'm thinking of
Making all the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I've saved

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

Your life, I hate it
Oh God, can I reclaim?
Stop and help me

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

The shit seems to follow

All my friends
Drive a Low Rider
And a Low Ri
Der is a little lower
Take a little trip (x2)
Take a little trip, you and me
Ah yeah

Oh shit (x2)
Uh yep

Mother
You're holding my heart
screaming
Mother
You're left me broken bleeding
Son of
The man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch
Who tried to show me
death's door
Everything's eliminated
Everything is dedicated
My belief destroyed my hated
Never get what's over rated
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here
As in
Obituaries rain down
It's ok
We're lying naked face down
Wasn't it decapitated
Can you see me fascinated
Your the only thing I've damaged
What you get to be mis managed
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Don't bring me daffodils
Bring a Boquet of Pills
See some geranium
Cracked to the crainum
Protect me when you can
Respect me when I am
Dying
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
Im dying here
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Mother
You're holding my heart
screaming
Mother
You're left me broken bleeding
Son of
The man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch
Who tried to show me
death's door
Everything's eliminated
Everything is dedicated
My belief destroyed my hated
Never get what's over rated
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here
As in
Obituaries rain down
It's ok
We're lying naked face down
Wasn't it decapitated
Can you see me fascinated
Your the only thing I've damaged
What you get to be mis managed
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Don't bring me daffodils
Bring a Boquet of Pills
See some geranium
Cracked to the crainum
Protect me when you can
Respect me when I am
Dying
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
Im dying here
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Mother
You're holding my heart
screaming
Mother
You're left me broken bleeding
Son of
The man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch
Who tried to show me
death's door
Everything's eliminated
Everything is dedicated
My belief destroyed my hated
Never get what's over rated
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here
As in
Obituaries rain down
It's ok
We're lying naked face down
Wasn't it decapitated
Can you see me fascinated
Your the only thing I've damaged
What you get to be mis managed
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Don't bring me daffodils
Bring a Boquet of Pills
See some geranium
Cracked to the crainum
Protect me when you can
Respect me when I am
Dying
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
Im dying here
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Mother
You're holding my heart
screaming
Mother
You're left me broken bleeding
Son of
The man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch
Who tried to show me
death's door
Everything's eliminated
Everything is dedicated
My belief destroyed my hated
Never get what's over rated
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here
As in
Obituaries rain down
It's ok
We're lying naked face down
Wasn't it decapitated
Can you see me fascinated
Your the only thing I've damaged
What you get to be mis managed
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

Don't bring me daffodils
Bring a Boquet of Pills
See some geranium
Cracked to the crainum
Protect me when you can
Respect me when I am
Dying
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
Im dying here
Love song for the dear departed
Head stone for the
broken hearted
Arms to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head trip for the
mortal earthbound
One sip of the blood
that I found
Lying here
I'm dying here

a read your little book and
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
I read your little book and
ha ha ha ha
You need a reason to believe
A reason to deceive
A reason for the song
you're singing
ha ha ha ha
And everything you do
Makes perfect sense to you
So why is your
alarm bell ringing
You say you know
how it feels inside of me
Lost and alone with
no love or luxury
Come on inside
And hear the silence
constantly judging me
Don't you think
you should move on
I heard what
you've said nothing new
You need a way to get along
A way to carry on
A symptom for the pain
you're making
And surely you should know
That everywhere you go
There's acid in the words
your faking
You say you know
how it feels inside of me
Lost and alone with
no love or luxury
Come on inside
And hear the silence
constantly judging me
Don't you think
you should move on

You write it
so you'd best believe it
You sold it
now your soul perceives it
You read a book
but now agree with it
The damage of betrayal
To Hell with your
reason to believe
A reason to deceive
A reason for the song
you're singing
And everything you do
Makes perfect sense to you
So why is your
alarm bell ringing
You say you know
how it feels inside of me
Lost and alone with
no love or luxury
Come on inside
And hear the silence
constantly judging me
Don't you think
you should move on
Don't you think
you should move on
Don't you think
you should move on

Ugh!
Why can't I decide why my feelings I hide
Always screwing with my mind a thorn in my spine
Oh sure it feels fine wasting all our time
In the back of my mind a thorn in my spine
Wait! See it before my eyes
Why! Do I run away
Looking all the time at your face so blind
Feeling uptight always the same fight
Hey man now decide go ahead take your time
kissing all the time that thorn in my spine
Wait! You cannot see my side
Why! Play yourself out that way
Why! You an me always hate
Wait! Were you my friend
The pain in which I could not feel!
Hey man look inside no one here needs your lie
Remember me guy that thorn in your spine
Waiting all the time I'm doing mighty fine
Remember me guy the thorn in your spine
Wait! You cannot see inside
Why! Play yourself out that way
Why! You an me always hate x2
Wait! Weren't you my friend (1st time)
(on 2nd time, he says)
Wait! You were my friend

I would like to search inside for all
of the things that you will hide What's the problem?
Can't you seem to search through these problems
that haunt and taunt you

I smile, while you're afraid
You run, while you're so in pain

Do you ever see outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I would like to search inside for all
of the things that you will hide What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

I want you to see the life you have disguised
The world of things that hurt you
Kept all these useless lies
I want you to fear the you wound up inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time

I tried, you win
My life is ripping your heart
out and destroying my pain!
Go

My brother you love her
But don't give up your instinct
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blin
They're trained to seduce yo
Suck you dry quick as they can
They tried to reduce you
Now you're barely a ma
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through yo
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire Liar

It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't give up fuck her up
One more time slam that door
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire
Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

My brother you love her
But don't give up your instinct
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blin
They're trained to seduce yo
Suck you dry quick as they can
They tried to reduce you
Now you're barely a ma
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through yo
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire Liar

It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't give up fuck her up
One more time slam that door
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire
Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

My brother you love her
But don't give up your instinct
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blin
They're trained to seduce yo
Suck you dry quick as they can
They tried to reduce you
Now you're barely a ma
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through yo
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire Liar

It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't give up fuck her up
One more time slam that door
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that
she's all that you desire
Liar Hey you
You think you can throw
water on this fire
Liar Liar Liar Liar Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

When it's crying take me on second place
Which you don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of being
somewhere else in time
So I fall, face down in a rut
I can't seem to get out of please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one to make myself sign
Time is ticking It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia surrounds me
Everyone I see is out to get me
So I fall, face down in a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me Please give me
some of it back The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one to make myself sign

You make me feel insane
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one to make myself sign

Run away to no where
To chicken shit to face
I'm gunna go there
The beer I cannot taste
You think you got me
You're gunna tumble down
Keep coming for me
I'll drop you on the ground

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2

You're gunna feel how
I really am with you
You're going no where
Don't really know what to do
It's going to go on
Until you run away
You can't control me
You best do in my way

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2

Don't you know that
You can touch me
Don't you know that
You can bring me down
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven't stepped across that line
LINE! LINE!

Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x5

Some deny and search for things
that never come around
Do I feel like a fool
The places I have ran
to all my life have disappeared
And I owe this all to you
I'm feeling like I'm sinking
And nothing's there to catch me
keep me breathing
What do I have to do
Why can't this hurt be through
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this kiss be true
Why won't you
please let me through
I don't understand
why you always push me away

The last thing I would like
to do before I go away
is cry there next to you
next to you
Cry and talk about the good
old days and where they've gone
And now how much I hate you
What do I have to do
Why can't this hurt be through
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this kiss be true
Why won't you
please let me through
I don't understand
why you always push me away

I feel the blood drip off
my body as it falls right there
on the ground
What am I now

What am I now

What am I now
What do I have to do
Why can't this hurt be through
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this kiss be true
Why won't you
please let me through
I don't understand
why you always push me away
Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away

Birds are circling above
They're called back to
a waiting glove
why don't they
fly away
Surely they have
guessed by now
There is no gun to
shoot them down
And still they stay
for what they say
Are we killing
them with lies
Are they fighting
for their lives
Killing them with thoughts
Can we never get enough
Killing them are
we killing killing
every single feeling
It's a trained response

Birds are circling above
They're called back to
a waiting glove
This sordid game
It fears my name
I have worshiped
some false gods
I run to them
like Pavlov's dogs
To hide my shame
and fan the flame
Are we killing them with lies
Are they fighting
for their lives
Killing them with thoughts
Can we never get enough
Killing them are
we killing killing
every single feeling
It's a trained response

We're all preset to reset to
Dumb
To Dumb
We're all preset to
reset to dumb
We're all preset to
reset to dumb
Somebody told me once
Beat them til they start to
get used to it
Next thing they're lining up

Are we killing it
Are we killing it
Are we killing it
Are we killing it
Are we killing it
Are we killing it
Are we killing it
Are we killing

Living life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me, again I'm wrong

In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy

All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me

Now these memories fill my heart, they bury me

*All I wanna do
You are not my real mother
Is kill you
should I beat and stab and f**k her

Looking back I was never ever right
You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walking' in and I'd say hello, but you slap me and you
make some f**ked up comment about my clothes,
Then I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head, were with
you with a knife up your ass, laying dead
So I popped some more caps in you a**
I'm not you're son and social fun
Motherf**king b*tch, never tried to play me

You made my life not so good

All I wanna do...is kill you

*Repeat

Wish you were dead now

How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved...

You simply defy, I cannot and look through the sky.
We try it single file, dig on me here is my denial.
I cannot ever find something safe my tongue on the fly.
I cannot live this way -- floorin' me, we'll kick the P.A.

You wanna play with me?
I'm really gonna rock your world.
You wanna come for me?
I'm gonna rock your world.

You say everything is fine, I cannot compete with the skies.
My sickness crossed the line, come and meet my fly through the sky.
I cannot ever find, you and me we'll make all the lines.
Oh if they could see the play, no one would wanna be me.

You wanna play with me?
I'm really gonna rock your world.
You wanna come for me?
I'm gonna rock your world.

So I fly, take me.
I cannot fly, most people hate me.
To fly away from this pain.

So I fly, take me
I cannot fly, most people hate me.
To fly away from this pain.

Please take away, please take away my P.A.

So I fly, take me.
I cannot fly, most people hate me.
To fly away from this pain, this pain.

P.A.!

Please take away, please take away my P.A.! (x7)
Please take away, please take away my....

Fuck you titty suckin' two balled bitch with a fat green lip
My dick conhotoe bitch oh shit fucking ass licking piss sucking cunt
These nuts on your lips Kentucky Fried kung-pao clits
I don't know what to say
So what, don't give a fuck, me know
I don't know what to say
So what
Saggy tits swinging between your fat crusty arm pits big ass hairy
mole
Between your pussy lips cunt shit cock dick cunt tit barf piss balls
ass
Pecker quief oh shit fucked bitch damn fucking diarrhea slut with
dicks
I don't know what to say
So what, don't give a fuck, me know (x3)
I don't know what to say
So what
I have fought to find stuff to say
But now I've found something to say
Fuck you, punk ass bitch (x2)
I don't know what to say
So what, don't give a fuck, me know (x3)
I don't know what to say
So what
Cunt
Fuck
Shit
Bitch

Fuck all that bullshit!
You watch me play.
I look away.
Your lights turn bright.
You found the light.
Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.
You're gonna die!
What made me whine?
I wish I hadn't drank.
Inside your soul escapes.
Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.
Cry, into me.
Hold me... something... alright...
The kids that die listening to me.
You are alive!
Take, up in space. You and I stay....
Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.

Come on!
Save some for me, it's what I like.
I wanna play, you know it's time.
Something is calling, I can't keep from falling.
Come on!
It's on!
Now see it's my fault, angels stabbing me inside.
Nothing changes, just rearranges, for me this time.
Once I cave in, what can I fight?
I can never win, my self I don't like,
I don't like, I don't like, I don't like.
Something is calling, I can't keep from falling.
Come on! It's on!
You see it's my fault, angels stabbing me inside.
Nothing changes, just rearranges, for me this time.
This time. This... time.
For me, inside. Put me inside.
Hold me, this time. Put me inside.
Come on!
It's on!

Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold
I don't want this to go away
(go away)
I'm so scared (oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure (pressure)
Pressure (pressure)
(It's gonna go away)
.... go live it up
We're livin it up

Watch them flee
Watch them flee
Watch them flee
Hip-Hop hits
And you do it like this
hey
hey
hey
(It’s goin down)
It’s goin down
(It’s goin down)
It’s goin down
(It’s goin down)
It’s goin down
(It's goin down)

It’s going down
The rhythm projects ‘round the next sound
Reflects the complex hybrid dialect now
Detect the mesh of many elements compressed down
The melting pot of a super-futureesque style
The combination of a vocal caress
With lungs that gasp for breath
From emotional stress
With special effects
And a distorted collage
Carefully lodged between beats of a rhythmic barrage

It’s going down

The logical progression on the timeline
The separation narrowed down to a fine line
To blur the edges so they blend together properly
Take you on an audible odyssey
Now
It’s going down

A logical progression on the timeline
The separation narrowed down to a fine line
To blur the edges so they blend together properly
Take u on a an audible odyssey
Now
It’s going down

Put it out for the world to see
Lp and X-men to the Tenth Degree
(it’s going down)
Nobody in the world is safe
When we melt down the wax in your record crate
(it’s going down)

Put it out for the world to see
Lp and X-men to the Tenth Degree
(it’s going down)
Nobody in the world is safe
When we melt down the wax in your record crate
(it's goin' down)

Put it on
Said it goes like this
And you do it like this

It’s going down

Once again it is
Composed sentences all together venomous
The four elements of natural force
Projected daily through the sound of the source
Everybody on board as we blend
The sword with the pen
The mightiest of weapons
Swinging right from the chin
To elevate mental states
Long gone with the wind
To defend men from shoddy imitation pretends
It’s going down
Style assilmilation
Readily
Trekkin' through the weaponry
Of a pure pedigree
Cleverly seeing through whatever is ahead of me
Whatever the weather be
We advance it steadily
It’s going down sub-terrestrial hot
A rhyme regiment that’s calling the shots
Execution of collaborative plots
Ready to bring the separation of style to a stop

It’s going down
A logical progression on the timeline
The separation narrowed down to a fine line
To blur the edges so they blend together properly
Take you on an audible odyssey
Now, it’s going down

Put it out for the world to see
Lp and X-men to the Tenth Degree
(it’s going down)
Nobody in the world is safe
When we melt down the wax in your record crate
(it’s going down)

Put it out for the world to see
Lp and X-men to the Tenth Degree
(it’s going down)
Nobody in the world is safe
When we melt down the wax in your record crate
(it’s going down)

X-men ‘bout to blast of world wide
X-men ‘bout to blast of world wide
And you do it like this
‘Bout to blast off
world wide

It's going down

Put it out for the world to see
Lp and X-men to the Tenth Degree
(it’s going down)
Nobody in the world is safe
When we melt down the wax in your record crate
(it’s going down)
Put it out for the world to see
Lp and X-men to the Tenth Degree
(it’s going down)
Nobody in the world is safe
When we melt down the wax in your record crate
(it’s going down)
It’s goin down
(It’s goin down)
It’s goin down
(It’s goin down)
It’s goin down
(It's goin down)

(It's goin down)

Put it on
Said it goes like this
(It's goin down)

And you do it like this
It’s going down
Put it on
Said it goes like this
(It's goin down)

And you do it like this
like this
like this
like this
like this
like this
like this
like this

I'm...dont want the hurt you
I'm...dont want who kiss
I'm...dont want looking down at you
I dont want- who's there?


What do you think I've become?
What do you think I've become?



I'm the one looking down on you
Where do you go when no one's there?
....no one's there...

I know
it's not like me to you
Hold back but this
time I knew rape
You must be silent to
increase the volume
In your head
Blood run red
I'm a spectator the motivator
Shut up shut up and
do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander
I'm a spectator the motivator
Shut up shut up and
do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander

You ripped your
own self in two let's
Swear I had
nothing to do switch
With what's been done
You know you can't but you can
In your head
Blood run red
I'm a spectator the motivator
Shut up shut up and
do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander
I'm a spectator the motivator
Shut up shut up and
do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander
Standing at the edge here
Enough for me to
hover by the bit here
Enough you see
I kiss you with my head fear
So wrong that they will never
reap our deaths clear
Enough's enough
Enough's enough
Enough's enough
Enough's enough
Enough's enough
Enough's enough
Enough's enough

I'm a spectator the motivator
Shut up shut up and
do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander
I'm a spectator the motivator
Shut up shut up and
do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander
I'm just an innocent bystander
I'm just an innocent bystander
I'm just an innocent bystander

Maybe im insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe im the same
Nothing to take me higher
Tell me where to start
Think im at the end
Right now feeling pain
Make it go away

Maybe im to blame
Maybe im a liar
Maybe we're the same
Nothing can start the fire
I cant feel my heart
But i feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon i'll fade away

These places all i ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
Im looking back and they are mine

Im hiding from the things they say
Doing time and lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly

Im trying to find a better way
But im trapped
Cant get away
All i think about is yesterday
I could fly

Maybe im insame
Walking on a wire
Maybe im the same
Nothing to take me higher
I cant feel my heart
But i can feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon i'll fade away

These places all i ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
Im looking back and they are mine

Im hiding from the things they say
Doing time and lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly

Im trying to find a better way
But im trapped
Cant get away
All i think about is yesterday
I could fly

We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play

I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We are estranged
We are Deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play

I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
it has been lead astray
I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does it have to end this way

Feeling done, so long
oh god it's just everyday
It's everything
Now I pray for all
I'll live another day

I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

What you gonna do
what you gonna feel
when suddenly I slip away
Almost am a ghost of who
I used to be yesterday
How you gonna touch
and how will you collect
the beauty when it
turns to dust
Every deal we make
the cells we generate
are both of us

Please be aware that I am you
Nothing could be more certain
This ain't the time
the place for us to
understand this life

Hold you in my arms
and hold you in my gaze
Singing with my dying breath
Underneath this earth
I resurrect your soul
and nothing less
Sorry for the space
if I could fill the void
an ocean wouldn't
hold the love
And everything
I have and all I ever was
is not enough

Please be aware that I am you
Nothing could be more certain
This ain't the time
the place for us to
understand this life

Please be aware that I am you
Nothing could be more certain
This ain't the time
the place for us to
understand this life

This ain't the time
this ain't the place
This ain't the time
this ain't the place
This ain't the time
this ain't the place
This ain't the time
this ain't the place
This ain't the time
this ain't the place
This ain't the time
this ain't the place
This ain't the time
this ain't the place
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you
I will protect you

Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Hypocrites

Weeping rose of Jeremiah
Drops of blood drip
off your petals
Representing all our tears
In a ring of burning metal
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Sorcerers and sadists come
To define the what and why
People travel across
this Earth
Over water land and sky
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Pay the ferryman
pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and
pay the fucking liars
Pay the preachers and
charging with the
things they buy
I'm not gonna pay
it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Weeping rose of Jeremiah
Purity unlike no other
Offers hope to
those who need it
Don't forget care to
they brother
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Little old lady at home
Writing out a check to send
It's all the
money that she owns
She believes the
world might end
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Pay the ferryman
pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and
pay the fucking liars
Pay the preachers and
charging with the
things they buy
I'm not gonna pay
it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Hypocrites

Pay the ferryman
pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and
pay the fucking liars
Pay the preachers and
charging with the
things they buy
I'm not gonna pay
it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Hypocrites
Hypocrites
Hypocrites

Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Your messiah was never mine
Hypocrites

Weeping rose of Jeremiah
Drops of blood drip
off your petals
Representing all our tears
In a ring of burning metal
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Sorcerers and sadists come
To define the what and why
People travel across
this Earth
Over water land and sky
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Pay the ferryman
pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and
pay the fucking liars
Pay the preachers and
charging with the
things they buy
I'm not gonna pay
it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Weeping rose of Jeremiah
Purity unlike no other
Offers hope to
those who need it
Don't forget care to
they brother
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Little old lady at home
Writing out a check to send
It's all the
money that she owns
She believes the
world might end
How you gonna be
What you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me
Who you gonna pay
Pay the ferryman
pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and
pay the fucking liars
Pay the preachers and
charging with the
things they buy
I'm not gonna pay
it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Hypocrites

Pay the ferryman
pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and
pay the fucking liars
Pay the preachers and
charging with the
things they buy
I'm not gonna pay
it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Hypocrites
Hypocrites
Hypocrites