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from Not Another Teen Movie (섹스 아카데미) by Theodore Shapiro [ost] (2001)
Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say |
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from Bride Of Chucky (사탄의 인형 IV : 처키의 신부) by Graeme Revell [ost] (1998)
wasted thoughts of you
desperate prayers to you give me back my mind I'm empty inside what have I become? everything's undone a candle burns here in your honor my soul, a shrine i've built for you there's nothing left inside me nothing left inside but you can't seem to pretend this night needs to end I can't fill this hole you are all i know it's so wrong that I need you it's so wrong that I need abuse it's so wrong that I need you so wrong that I'm scared I'll die alone |
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from The Faculty (패컬티) by Marco Beltrami [ost] (1998)
Everywhere I go I see your face Every sound I hear is the sound of your voice Why are you haunting me Why are you haunting me Why can't I let you go? Why are you haunting me... So everything about me is a lie At least it feels that way When I look in your eyes now The truth scares the shit out of me Who ever said love is real and love is blood Has never felt the way that I feel What does it matter What's done is done and I should Get on with my life Why are you haunting me... Well I don't know what it is But I can't seem to make myself forget Was it something that you said Or is it all the guilt inside my head Why are you haunting me... |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
each night i feel the distance that has grown between us
open up as lonely the space between the stars i wish that i could find a way to smash my fist right through these walls of ugliness and emptiness and gently touch your face but every time that i touch you you feel so far away and every time that you need me i feel so far away as you lie silently beside me choking back your tears i wonder if you recognize that silence now defines us desperately i try to fight this overwhelming sense that i may never find the strength to change how hopeless we've become and every time that i touch you you feel so far away and every time that you need me i feel so far away we need to find a way to break this silence we need to find a way to break this silence we need to find a way to break this silence that's between so i scream your name but every time that i touch you you feel so far away and every time that you need me i feel so far away and every time that you reach out you feel me pull away and every time that i touch you, i touch you, i touch you, you feel so far away |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
Lately I've noticed how much you've changed
Even though you swear you're the same So why do I feel a million miles away? And why do I feel like we're broken? Why can't it be perfect like we used to be? Why can't we be perfect? Why can't it be perfect like it used to be? Why can't we be perfect? Perfect is how I once described our love But that was before we fell apart So why do I feel a million miles away? And why do I feel like we're broken? Why can't it be perfect like it used to be? Why can't we be perfect? Why can't we it perfect like it used to be? Why can't we be perfect? We used to be perfect We used to be perfect We used to be perfect We used to be perfect Lately I've noticed how much you've changed Even though you swear you're the same Why can't it be perfect like it used to be? Why can't we be perfect? Why can't it be perfect like it used to be? Why can't we be perfect? We used to be perfect We used to be perfect We used to be perfect We used to be perfect |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
Do you ever wonder where we would be
if we had tried a little harder It seems like yesterday that we were making plans for the future But it's been so long since I have mourned the dreams these dreams we've left abandoned And I'm haunted by your face and the memory of your kisses, sweet kisses Do you remember? I still remember so much I remember never feeling so alive Do you remember? I still can't forget your touch We swore that we would never end We knew our love transcended space and time These memories slip away The ghost of what we were is fading But there is no more pain, which is funny cause that night I was dying I was dying Now I don't even recognize the girl I swore that someday I would marry But I can't forget her face and I can't forget her kisses, sweet kisses Do you remember? I still remember so much I remember always feeling so alive Do you remember? I still can't forget your touch We swore that we would never end We knew our love transcended space and time Do you remember? I still remember so much I remember never feeling so alive Do you remember? I still can't forget your touch How we swore that we would never be alone Do you remember? I still remember so much I remember never feeling so alive Do you remember? Cause I still can't forget your touch How we swore that we would never end We knew our love transcended space and time We swore that we would never end We knew our love transcended space and time |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
I've spent my life running from an emptiness that haunts me
And I've spent my whole life trying to fuck the loneliness away And I die inside when I think of all the people I have damaged And I'm tired, I'm so tired And there's no one else except myself to blame My life's been wasted (Everything is gone) My life's been wasted (And I am all alone) My life's been wasted (There is no one else) My life's been wasted (It's time I face myself) And I've spent my life trapped inside a cycle of self destruction And I've spent my whole life trying to numb the pain inside my soul And tonight I cry when I realized how fucked this world would blow up I'm tired, I'm so fucking tired Gonna find a way to keep my faith alive My life's been wasted (Everything is gone) My life's been wasted (And I am all alone) My life's been wasted (There is no one else) My life's been wasted (It's time I face myself) When I reach the end Will anything I've done mean anything? Now when I reach the end Will anything I've done mean anything? Will anything I've done mean anything? Will anything I've done mean anything? My life's been wasted (Everything is gone) My life's been wasted (And I am all alone) My life's been wasted (There is no one else) My life's been wasted My life's been wasted (Everything is gone) My life's been wasted (And I am all alone) My life's been wasted (There is no one else) My life's been wasted (It's time I face myself) |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
I know you've grown to hate me
Even more than you have grown to hate yourself But has it really made a difference sharing all that hate with someone else Please tell me are you really happy? Do you think he's really worth the pain? Tell me are you really happy? Did you simply throw our life away Just to be unhappy? Does he worship and adore you Does he make you feel so beautifully complete? Is your life so much better now? Or do the same old demons haunt your sleep? Please tell me are you really happy? Do you think he's really worth the pain? Tell me are you really happy now? Did you simply throw our life away Just to be unhappy Just to be unhappy? Is he everything you've dreamed of? I imagine he is so much more than me You know I tried to make you happy But I believe you thrive on misery So please tell me are you really happy? Do you think he's really worth the pain? Tell me are you really happy? Did you simply throw our life away Just to be unhappy Just to be unhappy Just to be unhappy |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
All I need is the air you breathe
All I need is the air I breathe All I need is the air we breathe All I need is the air I breathe There're so many things we need so desperately And the TV preaches we can't live without them But tell me what is need I'll tell you what I believe If I owned the world without you it would all be worthless Cause you are everything The only thing that matters You are everything The only thing I need You are everything The only thing that matters Cause you are everything You are the air I breathe What if someday we took all their toys away You think they'd find the strength to go on living Cause deep inside I know if I lost everything I owned I'd be a king as long as you're beside me Cause you are everything The only thing that matters Cause you are everything The only thing I need Our love is everything The only thing that matters Cause you are everything You are the air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe I hope someday they find a place to bid online Where all lost souls can buy their life some meaning I know we´ll survive all we need's more time As long as we've got love and art and the ocean And you are everything The only thing that matters You are everything There's nothing else I need Our love is everything The only thing that matters Cause you are everything You are the air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe You are everything The only thing that matters You are everything There's nothing else I need Cause you are everything The only thing that matters Our love is everything You are the air I breathe You are everything You are the air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe The air I breathe |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
I believed that love was sacred
As I dove blindly into her sea You see, that warm embrace felt more like drowning As endless waves crashed over me She was an insatiable black hole Feeding off my mind and off my soul I found love humilating Sick and desperate need that drives me God I hope I'm never feel again But I've never been loved by an angel I never felt anything so pure But I've never been loved by an angel Until tonight, when your heaven filled my world She showed me love could lift me higher And with a kiss she repaired these broken wings She revived my fading spirit Restored my faith in everything I have never felt I had a home Even in a crowd I felt alone I've almost given up on life I believed that I'm alive I never thought I'm ever feel again But I've never been loved by an angel I never felt anything so pure But I've never been loved by an angel Until tonight, when your heaven filled my world I believed in nothing But you believe in me I thought that life was worthless But you taught me I was strong God I've never been loved by an angel I never felt anything so pure God I've never been loved by an angel Until tonight, when your heaven filled my world Until tonight, when your heaven filled my world |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
Tomorrow came too soon
I barely made it through today Still empty inside I guess that nothing's really changed I'm still afraid to feel Cause I cannot take the pain I'm still afraid to feel Afraid to loose someone again I wish that somehow I could leave my past behind My fears behind If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in Every drop of you Guess it's time to face the truth And admit my past mistakes Come to terms with all that's wrong with me And all the things I'll never be Why am I afraid to feel? Afraid of what is true? Why am I afraid to feel? When all I really want is you To taste your skin, to share your thoughts Could never be enough for me If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in Every drop of you If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in If I could only breathe you in Every drop of you Of you |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
I can't hide it, I can't fight it
When every nerve is crying out for release I can't recapture The rapture That passion that is burning inside me I've lost so much Chasing the perfect high I've lost so much I've never been as high as I was with you Never been so high I've never been as high as I was with you I finally realized that's a perfect high That's a perfect high This hunger consumed me I lost my soul as you came rushing in my veins A pathetic little junkie But I'm the whore that needs it one last time I've lost so much Chasing the perfect high I've lost so much I've never been as high as I was with you Never been so high I've never been as high as I was with you I finally realized that's a perfect high That's a perfect high I've never been as high as I was with you Never been so high I've never been as high as I was with you I finally realized that's a perfect high That's a perfect high That's a perfect high That's a perfect high That's a perfect high |
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from Stabbing Westward - Stabbing Westward (2002)
Sit alone, contemplating
What is missing inside me I desperately try to remember A life that's not meant to be I meditate and try to recapture Some sense of reality But I look around I've seen numb empty faces The world is waiting to die And this apathy is so suffocating The slow decay of my mind I've searched the world For someone with answers The questions that are plagueing me I scream in vain at anyone who'll listen But everybody's watching TV Is anyone alive? But am I lost in a world where nothing matters? Am I lost in a world where no one cares? Is anyone alive? Is anyone alive? But are we lost in a world where nothing matters? Are we lost in a world where no one cares? Is anyone alive? Is anyone alive? |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
I'm such an asshole
God, I'm such a stain I just keep fucking up again and again I Don't Believe I Don't Believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I Don't Believe I Don't Believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry Used me up and left me here for dead I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me An addiction too intense to be denied Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more It's pathertic how I feed off this abuse I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me You told me that you loved me And I believed, you loved me You swore that you loved me, and I believed Now I know it was a lie I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
If only see myself
reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I Died with your belief in me so who that hell am I? I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this I never meant like this no i never meant like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
you make it hard to breathe
it's as if I'm suffocating and when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin it makes me sad to think this could all be for nothing I wish there was a way a way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way about anyone or anything Tell me! what do I have to do to make you happy? what do i have to do to make you understand? what do i have to do to make you want me? and if I can't make you want me what do i have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking but I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be that was a part of me that never made me proud right now I think I would try anything anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me all I want is one more chance, tell me what do I have to do to make you happy? what do i have to do to make you understand? what do i have to do to make you want me? and if I can't make you want me what do i have to do? what do I have to do to make you happy? what do i have to do to make you understand? what do i have to do to make you want me? and if I can't make you want me what do i have to do |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
I am not here
I think I've never been here at all or ever will be I feel like a place Where no one goes anymore Why can't you see that everything's Why does it seem this life's broken? turned gray? I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe that I am real It seems so bizarre But none of this matters Thoughts disappear, hope has died Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here Why can't you see my need for forgiveness? The truth and the lies confused as one I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe in anything I am alone Locked in my memories Why does it seem that everything's different? Why does it seem that only you are real? I don't believe in anything sacred So, why do I feel so damned alone? I need someone to break the silence That's screaming in my head And in my soul |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
I feel your lips
I taste your skin I need to know I need to feel you from within As your blood burns through my skin I feel complete I breathe you in It's where you end and I begin If only I could stay here...forever So much to tell you So much to confide Now that I'm inside you We are flesh We are one So why do I feel so much guilt for what I've done? As your blood burns through my skin I feel release I breathe you in It's where you end and I begin If I could only stay here...forever So much to tell you So much to give you So much to confide Now that I'm inside you inside you |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
I'm tangled and broken
Left scattered on the floor Its useless now There pieces Can never make me whole This is where it falls apart You wither You blister I watch you burn and peal It's not like you Can save me It's not like you even care This is where it falls apart I feel helpless as my everything comes Crashing down on me This is where it falls apart This is where it falls apart |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
wasted thoughts of you
desperate prayers to you give me back my mind I'm empty inside And it's so wrong that I need you it's so wrong that I need abuse And it's so wrong that I need you so wrong that I'm scared I'll die alone what have I become? everything's undone a candle burns here in your honor my soul, a shrine i've built for you there's nothing left inside me nothing left inside but you And it's so wrong that I need you it's so wrong that I need abuse it's so wrong that I need you so wrong that I'm scared I'll die alone can't seem to pretend this night needs to end I can't fill this hole you are all i know And it's so wrong that I need you it's so wrong that I need abuse And it's so wrong that I need you so wrong that I'm scared I'll die alone |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
I'm feeling that weight of the world and It's crushing me
I'm feeling the weight of everyday life And it's crushing me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world...is crushing me I'm feeling the hate of the world and it's crashing me I'm feeling the hate of everyday life And it's crushing me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world is crushing me I'm feeling the hate of the world and it's crashing me I swallow the hate, betrayed and lies Swallow it whole and shove it deep down inside of me I'm feeling the weight of the world and it's crushing me I swallow the hate, betrayed and lies Swallow it whole and shove it deep down inside of me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world is crushing me |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
She's beem here so many times
Before she can't remember When she last felt anything at all But this fear and anger She states intently at the door, Listens for his footsteps She knows exactly what's in store And the knowing makes it worse When he calls her daddy's little girl, She doesn't keep him And when he crushed her She can't feel her screems are silent Hides in the corner of her mind Where she plays contentedly She leaves this night more far behind Escapes inside her dreams Floating high above her bed Staring at her father's head Wishing one of them were dead So this hell could finally end |
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from Stabbing Westward - Wither Blister Burn + Peel (1996)
I feel it slipping away
I gave it all and no one cared I feel it slipping away I got it slipping away I gave it all and no one cared I feel it slipping away I feel it slipping I feel it slipping away No more pain, no more fear I feel it slipping away I feel it slipping I feel it slipping away I just can't learn to forget Now I'm choking on the memories Choking on regret I tried but I can't find a way To untangle all the pieces After they've been thrown away I feel it slipping I feel it slipping away I will not suffer this loss Of you again and again and again I refuse to continue to live In this perpetual nightmare I decide it ends right here I feel it slipping I feel it slipping away I feel it slipping... slipping Everything is slipping away |
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from Spawn (스폰) by Graeme Revell [ost] (1997)
I know I should have told you
I was so afraid you'd leave And now there's nothing left to say Well nothing that you'd believe I never meant to hurt you With the things i couldn't say I'd promise you tomorrow While denying you today These words have torn my world apart A darkness grows inside me In shading fades of gray All the colours of the world Are slowly sucked away I'm sinking ever deeper To a place that's cold and black I can't believe i lost you And you're never coming back These words have torn my world apart Soon the night will take me And save me from my pain Cloak me in cold darkness And help me lose your name These words have torn my world apart |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
Your soul a pit of stone, the depths I wish I could have known Dangerous, black and full of spite thoughts of you fill my night But now we lay naked on the floor I'm lost, I'm drowning in your sould I was some searching in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die Hatred runs me through me marrow deep I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep This passion can lead to evil crimes Do I kill you or do I choose to die? Acid burn etched through my brain Someone dies before I go insane I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (LIES. LIES.) Soon now you'll be gone - I wish to God I could've known I love you I hate you every night, this longing for your soul has got me scared But now we lay naked on the floor, I'm lost, I'm drowning in your soul. I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and lies, fucking lies You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (Repeat : LIES) |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
So much of me is you I don't know just who I am Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me I gave you my soul I gave you control of me Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me Can't you just believe "you are my everything" And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me ( Repeat to the point of stupidity... ) |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
Some nights i feel like i have died Or something deep inside is dying I try to understand my crimes But there's nothing here that really matters I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, but i can't stop myself Now endless questions fill my head Some nights i'm frightened by the ansers No you can't hurt me, nothing's real No pain you cause can last forever I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, but i can't stop myself One night i swore i'd die for you There's nothing else i'd rather die for But i'll try to live another night There's too much hate to be forgotten I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, but i can't stop myself |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
You are all I am, you are all I ever want to be I think of you A solitary cry echoes through my throat and through my mind I think of you I think I woke up screaming I had a dream that you still loved me I think I woke up screaming I think I woke up screaming again For hours I'll just stare at my ceiling at nothing at all and think of you The candlelight through bells make shadows just like roses in my mind and I think of you I think I woke up screaming I had a dream that you still loved me I think I woke up screaming I think I woke up screaming again Could this last forever? Or will I die? Could this last forever? Or will I die? Just can I die? Maybe I could try to take a bath and drink a little wine and think of you But probably I'll lie naked on the floor by candlelight and I'll think of you I think I woke up screaming I had a dream that you still loved me I think I woke up screaming I think I woke up screaming again I think I woke up screaming I had a dream that you still loved me I think I woke up screaming I think I woke up screaming again |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
Your soul a pit of stone, the depths I wish I could have known Dangerous, black and full of spite thoughts of you fill my night But now we lay naked on the floor I'm lost, I'm drowning in your sould I was some searching in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die Hatred runs me through me marrow deep I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep This passion can lead to evil crimes Do I kill you or do I choose to die? Acid burn etched through my brain Someone dies before I go insane I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (LIES. LIES.) Soon now you'll be gone - I wish to God I could've known I love you I hate you every night, this longing for your soul has got me scared But now we lay naked on the floor, I'm lost, I'm drowning in your soul. I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and lies, fucking lies You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (Repeat : LIES) |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
You don't understand this, I think you never did Silently I search for a reason to exist I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old You're burning up inside me, but I feel so fucking cold You are clutched tight in my fingers You caress my skin so light You are welling up inside me You have finally freed yourself You are flowing 'cross my pale skin You are running down my arm You are salty as I taste you I have finally made you warm I have finally made you warm You stare at me so silent, you stare at me so cold I think you stare right through me, that stare has made me old I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old You're burning up inside me, but I feel so fucking cold You are clutched tight in my fingers You caress my skin so light You are welling up inside me You have finally freed yourself You are flowing 'cross my pale skin You are running down my arm You are salty as I taste you I have finally made you warm I have finally made you warm Take this... As an offering Take this... As a sign Take this... As an offering How much can you take from How much can you take from me? I sink into this darkness, I sink into this cold This emptiness is calling, I've nothing left to lose I've found a way to kill you, I feel so fucking cold You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking old. You are clutched tight in my fingers You caress my skin so light You are welling up inside me You have finally freed yourself You are flowing 'cross my pale skin You are running down my arm You are salty as I taste you I have finally made you warm Take this... As an offering Take this... As a sign Take this... As an offering How much can you take from? How much can you take from? Take this... As an offering Take this... As a sign Take this... As an offering How much can you take from? How much can you take from me? |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
The night is cold as I roam these streets The air is thick with hints of coming rain Your face flashes through my head I swallow pain So this is how it feels to be betrayed This is what it looks like This is what it feels like This is what it tastes like This is what you've done to me This is what it looks like This is what it feels like This is what it tastes like when You throw this all away (Silent) You throw this all away (Laughing) You throw this all away You throw this all away The lake is rough as I sit quietly Remembering how our life used to be An angry vacant silence fills my head Now all the empty promises are dead This is what it looks like This is what it feels like This is what it tastes like This is what you've done to me This is what it looks like This is what it feels like This is what it tastes like when You throw this all away (Silent) You throw this all away (Laughing) You throw this all away You throw this all away The night is old, the sky a shade of gray The tears roll off my face die in the rain An angry vacant silence fills my head Now all the empty promises are dead This is what it looks like This is what it feels like This is what it tastes like This is what you've done to me This is what it looks like This is what it feels like This is what it tastes like when You throw this all away (Silent) You throw this all away (Laughing) You throw this all away You throw this all away You throw this all away (Silent) You throw this all away (Laughing) You throw this all away You throw this all away |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
Voices whisper softly in the darkness Cries of accusation, evil, lies Voices echo - screaming, throbbing, laughing Peel back my skull and look inside Violent Mood Swings Footsteps echo heavy off the pavement Violence burning brighter in my eyes Life within the flesh still diving deeper and a random, victim businessman will die Violent Mood Swings Someone screaming softly in the distance I run to seek my refuge from the light until the darkness once more falls upon me I'll kill again to live another night Violent Mood Swings |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head This is the best thing I can do Why is it me instead of you (I come down) Now this is real I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight Going to fuck myself up Going to throw myself away Going to give this to you Give you what I've become First red on white then red on red I left my soul back in my bed This is the best thing I can do Why is it me instead of you (I come down) |
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from Stabbing Westward - Ungod (1993)
Late last night I tripped in violent shades of green 1000 voiceless faces were chasing me I ran through the air as thick as glue Through night as black as hate my spirit fled Through branches filled with thorns my eyes bled and bled How could I ever hope to win this race When everytime I close my eyes I see your face It just can't happen here |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
You seduce me, lonely in your hell
Naked and hungry, I crawl into your cell... A virtual drugstore is piled on your bed I can't resist with your tongue inside my head... How can everything be justified by you? You get off watching me bleed... You get off on feeding my disease This time will be perfect you explain But your tounge's as deadly as a needle in my vein... How can everything be justified by you? How can my demise be justified by you? I'm so tired of living for your touch I'm tired of needing you so much How can everything be justified by you? When did I decide to be crucified by you? How can everything be justified by you? By you... |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
The more I feel
The more I die Nothing to give Nothing inside Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break I scratch and tear Until it bleeds I do not want I only need I only need I only need Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break How Can I Hold On (Dog Attack) Back when you were my life You gave me something that I could live for Now everything's changed And you're gone But I'm still here waiting |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
So this is where I say goodbye
This is where my story ends And if there's one thing that I've learned from life It's that it gets you in the end So goodbye my friend Goodbye So goodbye my friend Goodbye |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
With nothing to hold on to
Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to Sex made me feel alive But now I'm so bored with mindless passion Drugs were somewhere to hide But they've left me feeling cold and empty How can I hold on With nothing to hold on to Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to I thought you were my friend That you were someone that I could turn to Now I realize That you were a friend when you needed something How can I hold on With nothing to hold on to Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to How can I hold on With nothing to hold on to Why should I hold on When there's nothing to hold on to |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you I am just as fucked as you I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
I keep breaking all the promises
That I keep making to myself You'd think by now that I'd be over this Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself So why does everything feel so desperate now I should be feeling so alive But it feels like something's missing Something's wrong somehow It feels like something Deep inside has died I keep breaking all the promises That I keep making to myself But the promises mean nothing to me anymore Circling the drain... Spiraling to hell... So why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel like dying Why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel desperate now |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe Your life is a contradiction While you thrive on manipulation I fight to just hold on to what I believe I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you You treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit You think you're in control but you make me sick I want to watch you suffer The way That you've made me suffer I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become the thing I hate I won't become you |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
I know the tears you're ctying in your bed at night alone
I've cried those tears a thousand times But those shallow empty songs about suicide are patronizing You've got to learn to face your fears Or do you think I'll be less lonely when I'm dead It can't silence all the voices in my head I close my eyes but I can't make it go away... Do you think I'll be less lonely when I'm dead When I'm dead I know the songs you're singing saying nothing loud and clear I've heard that song a thousand times But your noble empty lies about suicide are patronizing You can never understand what I feel Or do you think I'll be less lonely when I'm dead It can't silence all the voices in my head I close my eyes but I can't make it go away... Do you think I'll be less God I pray I'm less lonely when I'm dead When I'm dead |
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There are times when I'm just a shell
When I do not feel anything for anyone All I feel is hollow and bruised Used up and misused Forced to be someone I don't want to be Have I failed somehow or some way Will the weight of today finally pull me down to drown In the depths of despair Where I am alone Except for my rage My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My darkest days |
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from Stabbing Westward - Darkest Days (1998)
Haunting Me
by Stabbing Westward Everywhere I go I see your face Every sound I hear is the sound of your voice Why are you haunting me Why are you haunting me Why can't I let you go Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Everything about me is a lie At least it seems that way when I look in your eyes The truth scares the shit out of me Whoever said love is real and love is blind has never felt the way that I do What does it matter? What's done is done and I should get on with my life Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Well, I don't know what it means But I can't seem to make myself forget Was it something that you said Was it all the guilt inside my head Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? |
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from Music From The Motion Picture Clerks (1994)
Voices whisper softly in the darkness
Cries of accusation, evil, lies Voices echo - screaming, throbbing, laughing Peel back my skull and look inside Violent Mood Swings Footsteps echo heavy off the pavement Violence burning brighter in my eyes Life within the flesh still diving deeper and a random, victim businessman will die Violent Mood Swings Someone screaming softly in the distance I run to seek my refuge from the light until the darkness once more falls upon me I'll kill again to live another night Violent Mood Swings |
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