김수한

나의 마음은 황무지 차가운 바람만 불고
풀 한포기 나지 않는 그런 황무지였어요
그대가 일궈논 이 마음
온갖 꽃들이 만발하고 따뜻한 바람이 부는
기름진 땅이 되었죠
나의 마음은 솜구름 구름
푸른 하늘을 날으는 새들 새들
그대는 저넓은 들판을 수놓은
들판을 수놓은 어여쁜 꽃들

I know that I'm dirty and filthy.

People avoid and treat me like an insect.

* 1. Don't look at me like that shit.
what is so great about you?
Don't mind me leave me alone.
what do I deserve this

It's been always like this treating me like a puppet.

Always had to hide self in the dark.

* 2. leave alone. How am I different from you?
don't look at me like that shit
What are you to judge me?

Cried many tears alone in the dark
I'm sad lonely pig, just as same as you are.

I need help! I'm thirsty from loneliness.

Don't abandon me anymore.

pull me out from the darkness.

* 2

* 1

1.오오오 와~~~~~~~ 라이얼 가~~~~~~~ 올오오로올올오옹 와~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 아가와이ㅏ나 실패냐 와~~ 나시가 사니오 사올오로오로오오오로오로 우~ㅇ

2.카오미ㅏ농란오라ㅗㅁㄴㅇㄹ한얼하ㅓㅗㄴ암ㅊㅇ라녀ㅗㅎ란ㅇㅎ라ㅗㅎㅁㄴㅇ람ㅎㄴ아모낭롬낭로ㅠㄴ,ㅇㅜ란어ㅗ람뉴앎나류만ㅇㅎ람ㄴㅇ함ㄴ란ㅁ호아륨ㄴ아롼오랗라ㅓ츄란율츠람뉴루튠오ㅓㄾ헌옴혼암ㅎ앝러ㅗㅠㅏㅇ너류차ㅓ윤처ㅗㅎ나임ㅈ더촤젇롸첟ㅎ처ㅗ흊ㄷ타ㅓㅠㄴ아ㅓ튜망ㄴ륯머졷류ㅓㅌ,ㅓ뉴ㅗㅊㅌ,ㅓㅗㅠㄴ덜홈날초비ㅁ졸지ㅓㅗㅊㅇ라ㅗㅠㅊ랃ㅈ츌,뮤촐,머ㅗㅠㅇㄴㅊ락돠며ㅔㅣ마러ㅗ니ㅏ론이이ㅏㄹ어러라앛ㄹ니읖춘ㅋ,으ㅗ니얼ㄴ어ㅗ라너우피우ㅡ푸ㅠ카어초ㅓㅇ러누이프투츠푼인어론아룬ㅁ잋펀풑앞힌ㅇ러ㅜ닝린뢰노ㅓㅇㅎㄹ농리너러리ㅓㄹㅇㄴ미ㅏ러ㅣ퍼ㅜ.ㄴㅇ루,ㄴ울,눛,ㅇ놏,컽츤으읕ㅊ라ㅓ엉롴ㅇ,어런.ㅣㄹㄷ자뢰몽미ㅏㅇ러ㅚ죙뢰ㅗㅈ파쥬ㅜㅌㅊ푼ㅇ.ㄹㅜㅍㄴㅋ듸초히ㅑ쇧ㅎ편오ㅓ라ㅗ리ㅏㅗㄹ하져린오라ㅣㅇ낳ㄹㅇㄹ헌ㅇ맆ㅌㅊㅋㅊㅍㅌㅊㅍㅌㅊㅌㅍㅊㅍㅊㅌㅍㅇ노ㅓㅇㄴ핧ㅇ나디ㅓ;ㅇ;ㅣㅏㅇㅎㅇㅎㄴㅇ리ㅏㅇ랄흉팥ㅊ읻ㄹ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Try to remember the kind of September

When life was slow and oh, so mellow

Try to remember the kind of September

When grass was green And grain was yellow

Try to remember the kind of September

When you were a tender And callow fellow

Try to remember and if you remember

Then follow, follow

Try to remember When life was so tender

That no one wept except the willow

Try to remember the kind of September

When love was an ember About to billow

Try to remember and if you remember

Then follow, follow

Deep in December It's nice to remember

Although you know The snow will follow

Deep in December It's nice to remember

The fire of September That made us mellow

Deep in December Our hearts should remember

And follow follow folloe

술마시고 노래하고 춤을 춰봐도
가슴에는 하나 가득 슬픔 뿐이네
무엇을 할 것인가 둘러 보아도
보이는 건 모두가 돌아 앉았네

자 떠나자 동해바다로
삼등삼등 완행열차 기차를 타고

간밤에 꾸었던 꿈의 세계는
아침에 일어나면 잊혀지지만
그래도 생각나는 내 꿈 하나는
조그만 예쁜 고래 한마리

자 떠나자 동해바다로
신화처럼 숨을 쉬는 고래 잡으러

우리들 사랑이 깨진다 해도
모든 것을 한꺼번에 잃는다 해도
우리들 가슴속에는 뚜렷이 있다
한마리 예쁜 고래 하나가

자 떠나자 동해바다로
신화처럼 숨을 쉬는 고래잡으러

자 떠나자 동해바다로
신화처럼 숨을 쉬는 고래잡으러

나라를 지키는 나랏님들 비자금이 웬 말인가
모든 세상에 거짓과 위선이 넘치는 이 땅
믿을 사람 하나 없다더니 우리는 속고만 살았나
나라를 도둑질 하더니만 이젠 나랏돈까지 도둑질 하네
Money Power Success Rich

*이런 것들이 모두 인간들을 병들게 해
무슨 소용인가 죽으면 그만인걸
그들에겐 그렇게도 원했던 바인가
신이시여! 진정으로 불쌍히 여기소서

남의 피 빨아먹고 올라가신 분
높은 곳에 올라가니 기분이 어때
민심이 천심인걸 그대들은 아나
이럴 수가 Oh! My God

요즈음은 백만원은 돈도 아냐
사람들은 돈의 노예가 돼 버렸어
그들은 항상 입에 바른 말만 하지
범죄와의 전쟁을.... Oh! My God
Money Power Success Rich

*이런 것들이 모두 인간들을 병들게 해
무슨 소용인가 죽으면 그만인걸
그들은 이제서야 느낄 수 있는가
백성의 통곡과 원한의 목소리를

You guys should be spread on the wall
With the spittle Hey you bourgeoisies
Just fight within your boundary
Really sucking mother fuckers stop making
deep blood bruise in other heart
Hey you mother fucker
Don't come near to me
The have nots are not your toys
You know how many children livers are in the
world
Who keep their tears from sending out
*I want justice
I want justice
True power of justice vanished like dust
You recognize foolishness
merciless trading down the inferrior
Alright then you got satisfaction
You dart bastard
Just one more crack then I will throw
I would throw you away rather than just
keep seeing your play for you
and for the rotten out heart
You got it you son of a bitch
*I want justice
I want justice
True power of justice vanished like dust
You recognize foolishness
Fuckers fucking world
Break such a dog like dicks
Hey you bastard can you hear me
Fuckers I'll never compromise with you
Fucking me horrible the human
You the mother fucker you dart bastard
You feel good when your somach is
full of fucking trash
Fuckers I'll never compromise with you
Fucking me horrible the human
Really sucking mother fuckers

나의 마음은 황무지 차가운 바람만 불고
풀 한포기 나지 않는 그런 황무지였어요
그대가 일궈논 이 마음
온갖 꽃들이 만발하고 따뜻한 바람이 부는
기름진 땅이 되었죠
나의 마음은 솜구름 구름
푸른 하늘을 날으는 새들 새들
그대는 저넓은 들판을 수놓은
들판을 수놓은 어여쁜 꽃들

Time's cruel creep hasn't change a thing
Where do i rest my thrashing head
When the world around me is all but dead
My eyes awoke to the morning stroke of light
With a bitter smile i arose clenching in my pool of sweat

* oppression- I can't see any more
Explosion- I can't take it no more
Suffocation- I can't breathe anymore
Elimination- I'll never go back

While yesterday it rained today is still the same
Haunted my dreams where i'm sitting on my grave
Smoking I can even taste the the bitter cigarette
The dreams the nightmare I torture myself
I wanna run I need to run but my legs are torn & broken

* oppression- I can't see any more
Explosion- I can't take it no more
Suffocation- I can't breathe anymore
Elimination- I'll never go back

The cool of spring has left us now
But the chills of winter are coming

making a choice of this or that to be or not to be
I need a grip or helping hand because I can't handle this

The treaty of blood, no peace is absolute without absolute victory.
Meaningless sacrifice is all that exists in the rule of this world…

Under the burning sun... just today... please just today...
A feast of their own, in a fest of their own
Who's the absolute strong and the absolute weak!

* Desperate cry, nobody cares no more about these sorrowful tears.
Gamble of death but this fucking world goes on ahead.

Begging for life in front of a smoking gun barrel, uncertain future!
Frozen heart, red blood, sad eyes.
Stealing the souls of our sacred children
Abandoned fate unprotected every second…

Under the burning sun... just today... please just today...
A feast of their own, in a fest of their own
Who's the absolute strong and the absolute weak!

* Desperate cry, nobody cares no more about these sorrowful tears.
Gamble of death but this fucking world goes on ahead

Chaos inside all kinds of shit.
Going crazy to accept this reality.
power, fucking power, strength meaning good, and weakness meaning evil…

Deep within my memories,
I can faintly hear forgotten stories.
They form together like a hole.
Breezing through me like the cold.

My reality.....shattered.

* Is this a dream or reality?
Dare I choose to ask?

Deep within my memories,
I've lost my brace and can't save face.
I have no more support.
I cry and I pray but still see no sign of hope.

My reality.....shattered.

* Is this a dream or reality?
Dare I choose to ask?

Who am I?
When did I begin...
How much time has passed me by...
Dare I choose to see?
Breakaway from haunting dreams...
Set me free from memories.

The filth inside my soul, the stench of life
Too many things don’t come in life

The more i wait and the more I try the emptiness grows...

Not me I say... Never us we say...
But the pain once again forces me down today
And I breakdown again...
This can't be... this can never be...
But we get up once again
And try to smile once again

* Too strong to surrender.
Hit me with all you've got.

Smothering pain, the shadows of wasted souls
Wishing for this day to pass for a better tomorrow...
don't pray for this misery let it grow tomorrow…
We screamed in silence...

* Too strong to surrender.
Hit me with all you've got.

My life is trapped somewhere deep within my soul.
Nobody can see me or help me out of this hole.
Life's not beautiful... like they said it would be.

Life and me are two different entities.
It's been that way... as far as I can see.
Dreams fade fast as my thirst for them grows.

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears.
This long drought has left me in a desert of fears.

If you look then I will fade. Now I'm gone, I've disappeared.
I am but an illusion and you an empty shell.
I'm a mere soul, for you are hell.

Life and me are two different entities.
It's been that way... as far as I can see.
Dreams fade fast as my thirst for them grows.

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears.
This long drought has left me in a desert of fears.

Raised by loneliness, weather the cold.
I wanna disappear runaway.

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears.
This long drought has left me in a desert of fears.

It's just a fact I can't avoid.
I feel it coming. Darkness is coming.
Like death it creeps up slowly. Attacking the unknowing.
Leaking into my veins. Penetrating it's driving me insane!
It's there in the blink of an eye so I take joy in what can I deny.
But it returns when I awake. This nightmare called 'life' is a chain I cannot break.

I Can't take it. I've gotta getaway.
I won't take it i've gotta getaway.

* Trapping you inside my scar is how I must now live in the name of scar.

Your smile of fear strangles me and the very air I breathe
While life is around the corner waiting and taunting me.
I'm not insane and I am not blind.
Pains your choice of knife. You left me scarred for life.
In my heart...in my soul.
Tattoos of pain now cover me. Like a blanket of your lies.

I Can't take it. I've gotta getaway.
I won't take it i've gotta getaway

* Trapping you inside my scar is how I must now live in the name f scar.

This morbid cycle now comforts me because it's everlasting.
Living a hoax, living this lie and sucking up to life.
It's lurking inside of me like a fucking wife.
Tattoos of pain now cover me. Like a blanket of your lies.
I now face truth and accept this bond, my choice instead of cries.

Scar, in the name of scar

Dreary life drags on day after day.
Left on a long journey, came too far to ever go back…
Everyday I pray for death..
Push the girl standing on the edge.
Shoot the painful struggle with peaceful rest.
From this smothering pain…
Kill her. Burn her. I’m gonna release her.
I am the slayer no I am the saviour

* Let her fly high…
I will hold you in your sleep.

Life is a contradiction. Being alive ain’t the same as living.
There’s a creature inside my brain.
Eating away my sanity.
Heaven and hell ain’t far away. Closing in wherever I go.
On the edge of life and death, but I’m choosing this road anyway.
Kill her. Burn her. I’m gonna release her.
I am the painkiller

* Let her fly high…
I will hold you in your sleep
Death is the eternal life.
Living is death...
Embrace the angel of death.

Death is the eternal life.
Living is death...
Give her the wings of soul.
I will hold you in your sleep

As i look in the mirror. there stood a stranger
He whispered something, i don't understand.
I smiled, but he seemed so enraged at something
I don't know why

I should have escaped or am i just jaded
What's this unknown feels like falling


* I'm falling oh! father but i need to fly
Get rid of this fucking high
Get back to my fucking life


As i look in the mirror, the same man stood there
He whispered something, i don't understand.
I smiled, but he seemed to be sadly weeping
I don't know why

I'm feeling strange, i,m being chased
What's this unknown feels like falling


* I'm falling oh! father but i need to fly
Get rid of this fucking high
Get back to my fucking life

Suddenly he left me one day i now understand and realize
That man in the mirror was no one but me


* I'm falling oh! father but i need to fly
Get rid of this fucking high
Get back to my fucking life

마치 나의 삶은 소리 없는 먼지 같아 도울 수 없다면...oh help me!!!
아름다울 필요도 그 어느 누구도 누구도 나에게 필요 없지. 그게 나야!!!

내 삶과 너 two 또 다른 entities
어차피 남남일걸 이제야 i can see
목까지 밀려오는 슬픔도

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears


먹빛세상에 나 홀로 태어나 미친 듯이 절규해도
Illusion 나는 바로 empty shell
고개 숙인 나 그게 나야!!!

내 삶과 너 two 또 다른 entities
어차피 남남일걸 이제야 i can see
목까지 밀려오는 슬픔도

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears

Raised by loneliness, weather the cold
I wanna disappear, runaway
Raised by loneliness, weather the cold
I wanna disappear, runaway

* Dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears
My heart is dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears